Underground...

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Published on 10/10/2020

It was dark, cold, lonely as always. He always left me here...in this dark, dirty place, at first, I thought I would never get used to this place, but now that I spent all that time in, it surprises me that it is ok for me to sleep on this dirty ground and eat what he feeds me, I was happy he wasn't around at the moment, I don't like it when he is, he hurts me and causes nightmares to me, but when he is gone, I can truly rest.

You may ask, how am I still sane when I'm here alone in the dark and there is a psychopath who tortures me mentally and physically, well, I'm not technically alone, there is a rat here with me, I named it Carole, I'm not sure if it is a female but I prefer to go with a girly name, it gets out of control sometimes, but it is the only reason I'm still sane, even though it isn't a human, but at least it has a soul just like I have, so I was happy to have it around, it was my friend, I sometimes talked to it as well, I know it wouldn't reply or understand but it's comforting when there is "someone" who listens to you.
Here it is, it just came inside and I think it was hungry again, I could tell it was searching for food by its behavior and it knew I might have food for it, but I didn't, candy Pop is gone for two days, I got used to hunger after all the days I spent without food.

"Hey, you're hungry, right?" I said and looked at the little creature in front of me, it for sure didn't look up since it didn't understand, but I felt like Carole felt the way I felt. I looked at it and smiled a little bit, I haven't seen it yesterday and I thought something bad had happened to it. But once it entered the door of my cell, I felt a wave of relief hit me. Carole looked up at me as if it was asking if I have anything to feed it.

"I'm sorry Carole, I don't have food" I said looking at my confused little friend, I wished I was like Carole, I wished I didn't understand anything and all my worries would be searching for food, I wished to be as small as it was so no one will even notice me. Carole broke the eye contact and turned around walking away, I always found the way it walked funny and I wanted to cheer myself up a little so I stood up and followed it, I just hoped it wouldn't leave the cell again, I didn't want to get out, the last time I got out of here I lost my way and I kept walking into different doors just to find other ones inside it, it felt like I was walking in a circle until candy pop found me and brought me back here so it was the last time I got out, yes, I was in a cell and the door was open, why didn't I ran? because this place is weird, you will find another cell a minute and will lose it the next minute, so I didn't want Carole to get out as it always does, the cell was big even though it was dirty but it was really big and the door was really big as well.
I followed Carole just so it will start to walk faster and after a while, it started to run, I giggled and ran behind it and it suddenly went to the cell door, I gasped and stopped.

"No, no, don't go, I won't follow you anymore," I said, I don't know why I was even trying, it always gets out, I sigh and walked back to sit on my old dirty rag, but I heard something that made shivers ran down my spine.

"(y/n)~" his voice made me froze in my spot, I looked behind me and realized he didn't reach here yet, I quickly looked for a place to hide, he sounded happy...oh, no...that's not good. There was a little corner in the cell next to the rag I used to sit at and if I hid there, he might not find me, I ran there and sat down holding my breath.

"(y/n)...where are you..?, come here, I missed you..." he sang as he kept searching for me, I put my hand on my mouth so that I wouldn't make a sound, I felt the sweat dripping down my forehead as I waited for him to appear in front of me at any moment, I knew what it meant if he was happy, I've been through this before a lot, and I didn't want it to happen again.

"FOUND YOU!!" He screamed as he appeared right in front of me, I screamed and put my hands on my face closing my eyes letting tears fill them as I started to cry, I was terrified of him, but he acted like he didn't know anything.

"Aw, did I scare you?" He said and grabbed me by my arms and pulled me to himself.
"Come here, why do you have to hide every time I come back?" I wasn't sure if this was a question or not, but I still didn't reply and cried silently knowing what will happen to me. Pop slowly rubbed my head and played with my hair.

"Don't cry, we need your tears after we finish the game..." he said making shivers ran down my spine.

"P-please...can't we not p-play?" I didn't have any energy to run at the moment, and his games were terrifying and also I'm supposed to run in every single one of them.

"(Y/N)" his voice was more serious now, I removed my hands from my face and looked up at him, he was pissed.

"YoU wIlL PlAy..." he said and covered my eyes with his big hands blocking my view, I also closed my eyes, there wasn't an escape from him and I couldn't do anything against him, so I let him take me wherever he wanted.

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