i was fixing the coffee cups in my kitchen because they were weirdly scattered everywhere. when i finished i put all the food i had cooked away and made my way up the stairs nearly tumbling back down. i had slipped on a toy car "lily!!!!" i screamed trying to balance myself.
"whattttttt????" she yelled agravated "shut tf up attitude and come get your toys off the stairs!" i yelled back rolling my eyes and making my way in my room and slaming the door before ploping down on my bed and opening my laptop i guess ill scroll through instagram when i got a phone call.
"hello?"
"hi is this alexus scott?"
"yes..may i ask whos calling?"
"your freind bella has been in a accident..her house caught on fire with her and her family trapped inside..im sorry for your lose.."
i felt my phone fall to the ground along with my legs which felt like they had went numb i buried my heand in my knees and screamed before just sobbing my eyes out i refused to get up i just layed there...
5 hours and 23 minutes later
i finally stopped crying doesn't mean i stopped hurting i rolled over and picked up my phone which had a slight crack on the bottom because of dropping it earlier i scrolled through our memories and photos on my instagram
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i cried a little bit but fell asleep and dreamt about her she was walking towards me holding something in her hand but i woke up before i seen what it was ,i slowly got out of bed and put on some sweat pants and a white shirt and made my way to the bus stop ...past bella's house i refused to look at it and just kept going and waited for the bus to get here when it did i seen a bunch of kids talking about bella like they knew her one girl whimpering which pissed me off
"bro stfu yall didnt even know her!..you werent there for her..you didnt grow up with her! so shut up" i screamed and sat down burying my head in my knees wishing i died instead of her ...she was a good person i wasnt ..why did she go instead of me.
i cant do this right now i sighed and layed my head on the cold window and fell asleep, i woke up to a ginger haired man looking at me "hiya!" he tried to grab me but i ran and jumped off the bus and sprinted towards toward my class gasping for breath "wtf" i whispered sitting in my usual spot in the back.
