Kinky Bastard (A Stephen Krypel fanfiction)

#6 you'd be better letting go

I woke up.
It was 5am.

TJ was sleeping on the couch and Stephen somehow slept on the floor.

my head was filled with so many thoughts.
Should I move in with stephen? No that's crazy
I'd only be a burden
But he wants me to be here with him
doesn't he ever get lonely? he lives here by himself right?
No wait he has TJ, Peter, Jonny and Joe
But what if he wants me?
Ugh.

I get up and try to clear my head
I grab a water from the fridge and sit at the table

I was there for only a minute when TJ came up to me

"what are you doing up?" He asked

I looked up at him and shrugged, "just thinking, I got overwhelmed with my thoughts."

He gave me a knowing smile
"I understand."

He sat down across from me

"So what's been troubling you?"

"I'm just...." Not knowing what to say I hesitate

"It's okay, take your time" he says

"Stephen.. asked me to move in with him and... Honestly I want to but I don't.. I don't want to be a burden."

He thinks for a moment and says, "if stephen asked you to move in with him, you must be special. I say go for it, get scared and do it ya know?"

I smile

"That's pretty good advice. Thank you" I say

"Anytime, now try to get some sleep." He says as he pats me on the shoulder

"I'll try"

He winks at me and then walks out

I sit and ponder for a while longer until I start dozing off.
I look at the time.
It's 6:02am.
I get up and go lie down on the couch.

I fall fast asleep.