A sad reason behind happiness [exo luhan fanfic]

chapter 1

Min Ah ' s POV

I've been thinking all night , so I didn't have that good sleep it happens to me often when it's the first day of school so I'm fine with it.

actually this year is my last year at high school so I'll be having a final exam by the end of the year I'm pretty nervous about it I know it's still far but this exam is the thing I've been working so hard to pass it's really important for me .

My dream is to become a doctor a successful doctor just like dad and be known all around korea (it's too much ) I want't to save people's lives and bring their health back I think being a doctor is just so amazing I know that it's tiring but I like it...

I looked at the watch in front of me and it's 7 am , I decided to wake up and take a quick bath before preparing myself for school .

I wore my school uniform and combed my hair, my hair is straight and long so I like to let it drop all around my shoulders .

I then went downstairs to eat my breakfast .

"Good morning momy !" I said while smiling.

"Morning sweetheart ! " she said smiling back , "here's your breakfast ! "

"Thanks !" I said .

"Is dad already out ?" I asked cause I haven't seen him .

"Yea , he has an emergency..." Mom said and she started eating.

I finished eating and went out .

"Bye mom see you later ! " I said while heading to the door .

"Bye have a great time " she said.

How could I have a great time at school (lol XD)whatever.... It's just the fact that I actually don't have freinds , I had a freind or should I say I thought she was my friend but then i knew that she was just using me , when I figured out I felt really hurt I felt weak so I decided to not trust anyone anymore but my family

I made that promise and no one tried to get closer to me I mean I'm in somehow cold to people I don't really know but inside I'm really friendly and sweet lol ....

I arrived at school , it's just 7 : 30 am school starts at 8 am so I'm a bit too early but it's ok I'll just sit somewhere here and read a my book .

I sat on a bench and pulled out a book from my bag I really like reading books actually they are my freinds but I also listen to music (I'm not that girl with glaces who's obsessed with studies lol XD) but now I feel like reading...

While I was reading , someone came and sat next to me I stopped reading and turned to see who's he or her when I lifted my head up from the book to face him or her it was a really handsome guy who was looking at me with a bright smile .

"Sorry but hwo are you? " I was confused , I don't think that I have seen him here before I mean last year .

"Don't you say hi at first " he sad while smiling .

"Oh sorry hi! " I said kindly .

"I'm just kidding hi I'm kim Jong dae and a transfer student here" he said .

"Oh nice to meet you I'm Nam Min Ah " I said smiling .

"I hope I'm not bothering you by sitting here ?" He said politely .

"Not at all !" I said

I then went back to my book .....

After a while the bell rang so I stopped reading again and realised that Jong dae was still next to me well I wasn't really there so I didn't notice him I was like really focusing on my book

But now he's sleeping he look so cute ,

I shook his arm to wake him up

"Hey you don't want to be late in your first day right? " I said softly .

"Oh... yea! "He said and stood up and followed me to the class .

We entered the class and took a seat and Jong dae sat down next to me while smiling at me .

"It's ok if I sit here right? "He said .

"Oh yea it's ok !" I said smiling at him .

I heard some whispers around but I can't hear clearly whatever I don't....

The teacher came in and all the students sat correctly.

She then asked Jong dae to introduce himself to us

"Annyeong hasseo I'm kim Jong dae nice to meet you " he said smiling brightly .

As he said that all the girls in the classroom start whispering again but this time I managed to hear what they were saying

"OMO he's so handsome " , "yea I wish I was the one who 's sitting beside him " , " yea she's so lucky ! " ........

Oh! Stupid girls well I'm not interested in guys so I don't think I'm lucky whatever....

The class started it's mathematics class as the teacher begun to ( whatever she is doing ) and now everyone is focusing on the board .

(Such a great subject to begin your day lolXD) .

Hi everyone! It's my first fanfic ever so please feel free to comment I'll be so happy to see your comments and sorry if there is any grammatical mistakes .
and also I'll try to make the chapters longer hope you enjoyed ^-^