Red Rose (Harry Styles Fanfiction a.u)

Chapter 16

Joshua has been so restless ever since the funeral and I'm guessing he can sense that his sister is gone, it's been a month now since I buried Darcy and life seems to be getting easier but it won't be the same.

Harry has tried calling and leaving text messages daily. Telling me he wants to see his child, and threaten to have part custody. But i think he knows that he would never be granted that because of his past.

At the moment I'm sitting at the kitchen counter trying to feed Joshua in his High Chair " Come on baby boy please " I begged with the two year old, but he screwed his nose off " I know that something isn't right Josh but mummy will make everything better ". What left my boys mouth made me cry " D " he mumbled " D " he repeated and I instantly knew who he was talking about, he wanted Darcy.

I couldn't believe it is now after midnight and he has just fallen asleep, but I can't sleep my phone keeps going off and I know its him. It finally stop and I felt relieved.

As I started falling asleep I heard someone bashing down the front door, feeling alarmed I grabbed my phone and slowly walked down the stairs while getting the emergency number ready.

As I opened the door I stood there and tried slamming the door but he caught it. Harry was drunk and standing at my door stop, he looked angry and it sort of frightened me.

He grabbed my wrist and pushed me back away from the door so he could walk in and close it.

I looked at him " Harry what are you doing here ?" I asked timidly. He just kept a firm face and ignored my question.

Harry walked into the lounge room and looked around, suddenly turning to me " Where is my son, Clarissa ?". That's when I suddenly realized what he wanted, he wanted to take Joshua.

" You have to leave now " I said firmly but he just smirked at me. " No, you listen here " he snapped " I want my son and you're going to give him to me " he said as he corned me against the wall the stench or whisky on his breathe. I shook my head and trembled " No " I said. He grabbed my wrist again and slammed my hand against the wall. "I want my Joshua because you're not fit to be a mother " he said looking me in the eyes " You killed my daughter without me even being able to know her ".

That's when my rage kicked in and pushed him as hard as possible with my spare hand " I didn't kill her !" I yelled. He just chuckled " Yes you did, you never got her checked when she first started getting sick. You were and is a lousy mother and I want my son to have a Parent who will love him the way he is meant to be loved ".

I walked up to him and slapped him hard across the face " GET OUT OF MY HOUSE !" I screamed, he looked at me shocked.

" How dare you walk in here and accuse me of such a thing " I mumbled holding back tears " How dare you even act as though you cared for her, because I know you didn't if you did " I breathed in a deep breathe trying to calm my nerves " You would of been a Father to your children but not once did I receive a call or text, nor did I get a letter or payment ".

I was in his face now " So if you ever want to see your child I would turn around and walk out that door and never ever come near this house again ". He just stood there quietly " And later I will arrange meetings for you to see him but only when I am with him and it won't be here ". I started walking towards the front door and opening it so he could walk out, he followed my order and walked out " I will try and get paper work of a court date to you Harry " and I slammed the door in his stunned and hurt face.

The bitch was out and if he wanted to see me or his child again then he is going to pay the price. I have and always will love him but right now I hate him with all I have left, no one comes into my home and tells me what i do wrong and right.

He will wish he never ever did this to me because he has years of hurt to catch up on.