It's To Good To Be True 🙂

I was on my bed once again daydreaming about my future husband AKA Bri,I had the feeling I was forgetting something ASIAAA!! and it was then I realized I forgot I was supposed to help decorate the house for my sister's 10th birthday party .I then ran downstairs just to see that some of her friends were there to help,I then give my mom the why didn't you tell me eyes but she replies with the I don't care eyes,then I just gave up and knew I was gonna be here for a long time .The house was done and stunning,it was then I knew my day wasn't getting any better when my mom asked me to babysit all the nine and ten year olds while she went to get the food and snacks for the party, like it couldn't get worse my brother just got home .Did I tell you about my annoying,bossy older brother that gets treated like the last child while I the 13 year old middle child gets to fill in his shoes,yeah that's him .My mom unexpectedly gets home early and takes the kids back home .She then says I might have to watch them again tomorrow because she would be collecting the food on the day of the party which was tommorow .I wasn't really angry cause they were kinda fun and nice compared to my sister .The next day comes and I am watching the kids,when I see the guy that I thought only existed in my dreams in my house,it was Bri.I am shaking and at the same time confused, like why is a boy that never notices me on school standing in my house .It was then I realized he was Jade's older brother and came to drop her off .It was then my mom got back with the food and the party was starting in an hour,I then changed into an overall and a white shirt .The party started,there were games and entertainer's, overall the kids actually had fun. I wasn't really hungry so I just had water and went to my room .When I got there I saw jason's two year old sister,Aniyah sleeping,well she must have been tired from running and eating so much .I then did some school work on my laptop and watched some Netflix.Jade wakes up and starts crying, me not knowing why carries her and rock her on my arms but it seemed like she didn't want to nap,so I gave her my ipad and headphones to watch some YouTube, and no really surprising she knew what she wanted to watch .We both minded our businesses and used the devices for over thirty minutes, and then Jason walks in and asks if he could stay,I didn't really blame him cause it was noisy downstairs .He uses his phone for a while and asks if I have any other device he could use,I didn't so I said he could join me and watch movies.he sits beside me on my bed and his sister sits in between my legs .We then talk about the movie and laugh a little,until I find his hands on my laps,I then start blushing, trying to hide it which I don't know how causes us to lock eyes .At that time,I had totally forgotten about Bri.It felt like something was willingly pushing me,at this point we are both leaning in for the kiss and it felt like Bri wasn't even alive even though it doesn't make a difference to him .It just felt right .Then we keep on watching the movie and his mom walks and gives us the are you two in this room alone eye,I then lift his sister and she says we're leaving in five minutes.I carried Aniyah as she used my ipad and hugged Jason and told him goodbye, and let me tell you it felt warm and right .After the party it's time to go to bed and I just felt so special,which didn't last before I heard the titania alarm tone .I realized it was a dream and actually wanted to kill myself for thinking that could even happen to me .The party was still tommorow but if that dream thought me anything it's if something's to perfect,it's a lie .But after that day I kind of lost feelings for Bri and stopped wasting my time daydreaming and actually made friends and had a real life to enjoy.