Forever Alone

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warning: y/n is so cringe here, I'm gonna edit this chapter soon

AUTHOR'S P.O.V

once there was a beautiful girl called Y/N, she had 1 sister that is 20 , her sister married a man from America and moved with him leaving her alone with her parents. Her parents had to move from Daegu to Seoul because they have 'work' there, she got to a middle school near her house, she was nervous, and scared she'll get bullied again, yes, she was always bullied, that hurt her alot, she had just one friend, she's not good at making friends .
Her friend's name is sandra, she was her childhood best friend, she trusted and loved her so much,
y/n was going with her to the amusement park after school, y/n was so exited that she's hanging out with her best friend, but....... something ruined the fun, or better say someone.....

Time skip~ after school

Y/N'S P.O.V

I didn't see sandra around today, I miss her and I want to ask her if she still wants to come with us, I was looking for her every where and finally found her, she was talking with Julia ! Why? Oh yeah, Julia is my main bully. I don't know what's wrong with this girl, she keeps on bullying me since I moved to this school and now she's talking with my bestie that she always have hated! . I ran to them " hey sandra, you sti-" " no y/n I'm not going with you and we're not friends anymore, got it " she said cutting me off . Julia smirked " but sandra why-" " it's over y/n don't talk to me again" she said and walked away. I sat on a bench waiting for my parents, I was crying silently,' I didn't do anything to her, why did she leave me, we were best friends! Why sandra, why did you leave me for my bully?' After a while I got a call from my dad or at least who I thought it was my dad....
I answered.
" hello?"
" hello, is this Kim y/n?"
" yeah, who are you? Where is my dad?!"
" I'm doctor Lee, both of your parents are at the hospital "
" WHY?"
" They had a car accident and we're not sure if they are going to make it "
" W-WHAT?!" I started crying
" you better come now if you want to see them "
" I-im on m-my way" my voice cracked.
I took a bus to the hospital and ran in as fast as I could. I tried to enter their room but the nurse said that I can't then the doctor came out , "H-how are t-they doctor?" I asked worriedly " I'm sorry but they are....... dead" the doctor said sadly "NO! NO YOU ARE LYING NO!" I yelled and pushed the nurse so I can enter their room, tears streamed down my face even more when I saw 2 beds with my parents on them but their faces where covered , I was sobbing and screaming while the nurses are trying to get me out , I was actually crying on my mother, I always hated my father, he hated me and he was abusive, he was a reason for everybody to hate me, finally they managed to get me out of the room, I ran out of the hospital for what seemed like hours, I was tired so I sat on a bench at the park still crying so hard, I couldn't go home, its far away from here, it was late and dark, I was exhausted, I didn't knew what to do, I tried to walk but I fell on the wet grass, still crying I couldn't move, I was too tired to do so, I saw a figure coming closer to me before it all went black.

Time skip~

I woke up in my bed and I don't really remember everything from last night, last thing I remember that I fell on the ground and couldn't move. Wait! Who bought me here then?! I freaked then checked myself , I was still wearing the school's clothes 'phew!', I ran down stairs, there was a smell of something delicious from the kitchen, I walked there to see a plate of pancakes with some chocolate sauce on top, with a small note beside the plate

Hello dear,
Those are some pancakes I made for you, hope you like them!☻

Who is that? Who made those pancakes for me?! I wanna thank them at least, I started eating and they are really good! Just like my mother's, I sighed and my tears fell again .
After eating, I washed the plate and dressed up in the school's uniform and ran out of the house .

I entered the school , but now I didn't have anybody to talk with , I walked to my locker, grabbed my things and went to my class, I changed my seat so I don't sit next to that bitch sandra
I hate her so much now, I don't want to see her face again, she betrayed me, I can make her suffer for this, but I won't loose my time on her, she's a piece of trash to me now I was snapped out of my thoughts when the teacher entered the class and started teaching

Time skip after school~

I got back to my home and took a hot bath
Since I don't have any homework to do so I decided to watch a film, I made some popcorn and sat on the couch and started watching the film
Suddenly I heard some noise from the kitchen, I walked in slowly with a small blade in my hand,
where did I get that blade from? Because of my father's 'work' I had to carry at least a blade with me, dad had too much enemies that would try to harm him or his family, he taught me how to use any weapon and found that I am really good at shooting and fighting.... I'm a super hero!
I entered the kitchen to find some f/f ( fav food) on the table and the window wide opened
' first breakfast and now dinner, I wonder who is this NICE person making me FOOD and entering MY house without my permission?!' I thought
" WHOEVER YOU ARE, THANKS FOR THE FOOD! I'M SO GRATEFUL" I yelled out of the kitchen's window......

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Its been a week since my parents were dead, I really miss them so much, I felt lonely and weak, and that unknown person still making me food! I wonder who is that ... they even send me a piece of cheesecake with a note saying " u're welcome " after that day I yelled, that's really weird and nice at the same time, I think that person was still here when I yelled
I was bullied everyday in school , Julia and her minions won't stop throwing things at me, they even once threw food on me !
I can't deal with them anymore
I just want to die, I'm really done..........

At school~

Its break time and I'm at the cafeteria now, sitting at the corner and reading a book as usual, suddenly I felt cold liquid on my neck, yes, it was Julia pouring a whole cup of milk on my hair, I turned to her and saw her laughing with her minions
I held back my anger and tears and went to the bathroom to clean my self. I begin crying hard while cleaning my hair, I skipped school and went back home, not wanting to see anybody and tears never dry on my face . I went to the bathroom and opened the water , it was cold,
" I know I'll always be alone "
I grabbed a razor that was at the sink and......

I cut my wrist.......for the first time

Sorry for the short and uninteresting part
The next one will be taller and more interesting I promise

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