The Girl I loved But Lost
she was the girl I dreamed of and she was gone all in one day. it all started when we were kids she always said 'I whoould take my own life then live like this' . so she did September ,5 "of 2012 that was two years ago I still think its my fault that she's gone and I need to find out how to get to her or even see her I just need to. so I'm going to to night when mom is sleeping . I don't care any more its getting to hard for me.
my mom walks in " hey son what are you doing I reply with " just thinking of her " my mom sits on my bed with me and says
'she is in a good place now son "
" mom but it will never be the same without her and I need her here
" I know ash but life must go on you can always talk to raven she is always around
"but mom its not the same without her in front of me "
well diner in done when your done being ungrateful
so mom leaves me to thinking all I can think of is " I hate you you were never there for me when I needed you "
I know what I'm going to do I say out loud then my mom yells " come eat dinner ash !!
" I'm not hunger yet"
in the count of three you better be down here or your grounded
I'm not three mom!
1.....2....
MOM!
3!
