Dear Matt Joshua,
Hi Matt! Do you still remeber me? We used to be classmates in high school. I became one of your closest friend when we were 2nd year. You know what, I'd really like to tell you this but I can't. Because it's very complicated and i know many things would change. Do you still remember when we used to laugh about your silly friends when you were a freshmen student. I can't forget about the story you told me about the private happenings in your peers. I'm very happy that time that i couldn't help it that i'm gonna die.I also remember when i used to call you with your second name. I was the only person to call you using your second name that's why i thought that you would be mad at me but you didn't. You know what? all of my first impressions about you changed when i met you. thank you for trusting me and don't worry cause all the secrets you told me is still a secret that i'm keeping. I also remeber when it's our MAPEH day and we are going to have a partner because of the game. I didn't expect you to choose me because i know you'll definitely choose your crush. At that time i don't know that i will love you.. I started to love you when we are going to have a 2 months practice of our role play project. we're always together telling stories to each other about our experiences. we used to practice at the clubhouse near your house at your subdivision. I really can't forget the time that you introduced me to your mother. I didn't expect that you'd do that. and i wanna thank you for doing that. everytime we are together it feels like my heart is beating fast wanting to go out of my body. do you remember the time that you don't wanna walk without me. asking me the things that i liked about my crush and letting me feel that you're there beside me.. that why did i chose you when you're there ready to support me, ready to catch me when i fall and ready to make me feel good when my heart gets broken. I also remember when i used to cry because of you because you're being jealous at the boy whom i'm talking to. during that time, you are not talking to me of at least one day.. i asked you the problem but you refuses to tell me.. so i cried.. but because you say sorry, i accept your apology.. i remember the most saddest moment in my life and that is when our school days are over. i still keep the picture you gave me as a remembrance of you and i still read the messages you sent me asking me when will i enroll so that we will be classmates again. i find you at the very first day of our class but you don't even talked at me. That was the worst thing happened to me.. I don't even know your reason for you to do that but it's hurting me alot.! you know everytime i think of the times when we're together i used to cry and tell myself that it's a waste for me to loose you.! everytime we meet at the hallway i felt like you dont know me anymore.. I really wanted to have one wish and if that happened, i would wish to have an amnesia for me not to remember any things related to you. but i guess if i told you I LOVE YOu maybe this will not happen. If i could just turn back time, i would just for you. But not i just want to tell you I LOVE YOU and i will still LOve you even if it's hurting me a lot.
THis letter is for you.! to make you remember the things we used to do before. that I am the person who truly love you no matter what. that I am the person ready to catch you if you fall because of someone. that i am the person who will make you feel good if you had a problem that i am the person who truly care about you.! so please don't break my heart.!
Love,
AKEENA
