I want to be a moon, even she's in the dark, she's still manage to shine. I wanna end the pain, but behind every successful and happy ending is pain and tears. Every day that passes by, I keep asking why? I'm just a 17 years old teenage woman, and at this point I wanna di~
"There you are". Jin shouted and as he started to push his wheelchair towards me.
"Why? I only left for just 10 mins. Did you miss me that much baby?" I teased.
"Obviously yes, I wanna spend every seconds with you." he stopped and looked at me. "Who knows? Maybe tomorrow or the day after, I might die."
"We already talk about this Jin, what ever happens we'll stick together. I love you. Arraseo?" I said as I held his hand.
"Alam mo ang harot harot mo talaga, I'm just kidding and you're already flirting me? Do you need something, or you wanna do it here? He teased.
"Yuck, ang dugyot mo" sagot ko at saka binitawan siya.
" What? Do it here, the picnic next week, you dirty minded bitch". he fight back
" Seokjin, knowing you? Stop me." I defended
"Okay stop you, by the way, what brought you here? and you don't even invite me, nagsesenti ka ba? Alam kong napaka pogi ko kahit namamayat na ko." he asked.
"Anong connect ng tanong mo sa itsura mo?". sagot ko
Jin's starting to loose weight because of the medicines he's taking and the dextrose. He has stage 2 colon cancer.
"Mama mo connect, ilag ka nanaman sa tanong ko." he murmured.
"Alam mo we need to go back inside, you need to take your medicines pa and its getting late na." I reasoned.
"Fuck conyo" he said and we laughed to together as I started to push his wheelchair.
Upon arriving at his room we saw our parents with their panicking eyes.
"oh my god! Where have you been? Are you aware that it's late? You know Jin that you can't go around right now, you're preparing for your surgery next month." his mom shouted.
"Ma!" Jin shouted and then looked at me.
"Why? You aren't telling her yet? You don't have plan to tell her right?." asked his mom.
"Ma, Pa lets go." I said and leave without hesitating. But before I close the door he immediately grab my hand.
"Love I'm sorry. Ayaw ko ng makadagdag pa ako sa iniisip mo, akala mo hindi ko alam? He said
"Ang alin? I asked confusedly. And push his wheelchair for us to talk privately in the hallway.
"Na hindi ka na nakakatulog, nakakakain ng maayos dahil sa pag babantay sakin, pano pag nag umpisa na yung klase mo? Hindi ka papasok?" he asked.
"wow, it turns out that the table has turned right?" I asked irritatingly. "You know we must go, and you should rest too, we can talk about this tomorrow. I said as I turned my back.
"I love you" he shouted.
The fuck, everyone's looked at us confusedly and smiling. This man I really can't with him.
Weeks passed.
Same routine pero di na same ng feeling, joke. I'm currently heading to Jin's room. As expected he's already wake up.
"You're late miss." he teased
"Pakihanap paki ko ser!". I glared at him and sit beside in his bed
