-Rachel pov-
Gifts and plenty of gifts have been ordered and hidden through out the house. Its been weird at certain points hiding things from the girls. I really just wanna give them both the gifts I got. We agreed on only three buuuuuuut I may have gotten them more. I just kept seeing things that reminded me of them!
I sigh and walk to the living room. We all agreed we'd do Beths birthday party on christmas this year. We just got wrapped up into things and it slipped past....that sounds awful. Judy is currently trying to figure out what kind of cake to make and Lucy is...well i dont know what she is doing. I havent seen her all morning.
"Youre thinking to loud!" I turn and playfully glare at Santana "Hey babe that's carrying my baby"
"Hey girlfriend that's not getting a kiss" Santana pouts and I chuckle "Have you seen Lucy at all?"
"Not yet no" Santana looks over at Judy "Hey momma j! Have you seen Lucy Q?"
"She went somewhere with Fran" I look at Judy confused "She didn't tell you two?"
"No she didn't" Santana and I look at each other "I wonder what she couldn't talk to us about"
-Lucy pov-
"You do know you don't have to do this right?" I look at Fran who looks worried "You can just walk away"
"I know" I take a deep breath and look back at the glass in front of me "I want to though"
There's a buzz and prisoners start filling in. Slowly Russel Fabray walks up to the chair and sits. He looks skinnier and unhealthy. He doesn't have all the money he used to.
I pick up the phone when he does "Hello Quinn" He smirks and leans closer to the glass "Hows my baby girl? Still enjoying that little dy~"
"I'm here to tell you I can love you as what you were at one point but not like this" His face contorts into one of confusion "I have never been more sick in my life than to hear and see you...I was a daddy's girl and now I never want to be associated with you again"
"Why come tell me this?" He sits back still with a look of confusions on his face "You didn't have to"
"I wanted to" I sigh before going on "I smoked to escape my issues...I smoked to speed up death! But I have reason to live now and I have to cut out the reason I wanted to speed things up...so this is my last goodbye to you"
"I see" He looks me in the eyes and smiles "You were always a strong girl and I was never really a good man! But I'm going to say one thing if this is the last goodbye...don't let anyone walk over you no matter what"
He quickly puts the phone up and walks to the guards. I watch him leave before hanging up the phone. I feel a hand on my shoulder and look up at Fran. I stand up and she pulls me into a hug. The only real fatherly advice he ever gave me is when I was letting him go.
I'll never let anyone walk over me. That's just a point blank fact. I am Lucy Quinn Carmichael, Soon to be, I'm a HBIC, a nerd, and not afraid to take what I want. I'll get the help to get better for my girls and then I'll show them who really has the power.
It's me.
-Judy pov-
"You figure it out yet?" I look up at Shelby holding Beth and shake my head no "It's just us and my parents"
"That's what's she's worried about" Maribel walks up behind me and looks at the drawings "She has to do good by your parents"
"Uh so do you" I look at Maribel and smirk "You are the one that broke their baby girls heart to pieces"
"I" Maribels face goes red and she pouts "I'm fucked"
"Not if you have a great date" I nod and Shelby asks a very good question "When is the date?"
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Forgive me, help me, be with me (fapezberry) {Complete}
FanficThere are tons of Glee What Ifs? Here's one for ya What if Rachel joined Trouble Tones instead of Mercedes cause she was tired of being bullied? Read on to find out.
