Gender Dysphoria?

Overall:

What is "gender dysphoria?" 

How 
To explain.. 
How should I explain?

Gender dysphoria 
Is looking in the mirror and pointing out  
Everything 
You think you're missing. 

Gender dysphoria 
Is being afraid of 
Being kicked out 
Of the bathroom you 
Need 
To be in. 

Gender dysphoria 
Is changing in the dark 
So you don't have to see everything 
That doesn't even belong. 

My dysphoria:  
-Is cursing each time my voice is too high. 
-Is refusing to answer the question, "How tall are you?" 
-Is leaving marks on my chest from wrapping bandages around me so tightly. 
-Is being too afraid to correct people using "she."
-Is pulling my shirt and pulling my shirt and pulling it. 
-Is pulling my hair and pulling my hair and pulling it. 
-Is crying at night and confused inside and screwing it.