Broken Promise (An Connor Franta & O2L Fanfic)

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Fifteen <3

Cigarette Daydreams - Cage the Elephant

My eyes felt like they were glued together. I tried prying them open but my heavy eye lids stayed closed. I didn’t want to move. My sore body ached, even breathing hurt. I just wanted to disappear, to sleep all my problems away.

Have you ever just cried yourself to sleep then woke up and for a slip second you don’t remembered what made you cry in the first place but then you remember and it hits like a ton of bricks.

I debated wither to go back to sleep or not. I probably should go before Kylie wakes up. ‘I have to talk to Connor.’ ran through my brain. My head was swirling around already after a few seconds from waking up. I used my weak arms to pick my body up. I wiped my eyes smearing my makeup. I hang my body over my legs replaying last night. I scrunched my face together trying to hold everything in. I messed up, no I fucked up. I wiped my nose pulling myself off the tiny couch. Light beamed in through the dusty windows, now I could see. As I dragged my feet around the quiet house I slid my hand across the wall bring back memories. I can’t stop remembering last night.

I found my little orange bag near the door just were I left it before the party. I pulled out light washed jeans and a gray t-shirt with a cat on it. I lightly laugh remember when Connor bought it for me but soon my face fell flat. I slipped off my tight black dress instantly feeling cold. I quickly pulled on my ripped jeans then through on the lose shirt smiling. My hair was already in a bun so I left it alone. A few strands of hair fell in front of my face blocking my vision.

I grabbed the oddly cold doorknob slipping outside. The outside brightness blinded me causing me to squint my eyes. I slowly looked back at Kylie’s house sucking my teeth but soon turned away. My eyes looked at the sidewalk as I walked.

“Kat! Wait!” I heard Kylie shouting behind me. My feet stopped without the permission of my brain. I rolled my eyes as I turned my body around. She had makeup running down her cheeks like she had been crying. Her black hair covered most of her face hiding her eyes. Her back hunched over and her arms hung down carelessly.

“I don’t have anything to say to you Kylie.” I whispered loud enough for her to hear. Kylie brought her fingers to her face pushing her hair back, her nails matched her hair blending in.

“Please don’t leave me again.” She said in a low growl, I hardly hear her. I shook my head slowly sticking my lower jaw out.

“You messed up, again!” I shouted getting louder with every word. I throw my hands up then brought then to my head pushing back my hair. I quickly turned my back to her ignoring her screams behind me. I left without guilt.

I dragged my feet feeling my stomach turn as I got closer and closer to Connors. I kept going over what I was going to say to Connor but every way didn’t sound right. Soon I arrived at a familiar door. I looked at me feet being completely consumed by head. I struggled knocking on the door but my body took over not listening to my brain. My breath become short and croppy. My eyes hung down focusing on my shacking knees.

I heard the door open and my head shot up. JC stood there with a concerned look on his face. He questioned my drained look.

“Is Connor here?” My voice trailed off cracking.

    ~Hiii! What’s Kat going to say to Connor? Sorry for short chapter, long one next time. Let me know in the Comments and/or Vote if you like this chapter and/or have any ideas. Hope you enjoyed. Will update Sunday. Thank you for reading. FEEDBACK??

Xx Julia