BROKEN HEART

I am gonna live

I wish i get hit by a lorry or a tractor

Or just by a cycle which makes no sense

I wanted at least to get kidnapped and get cut

for some kidney or just for some money

I need to get a heart attack or a cancer

But i know i am just too healthy

Now there is only suicide which is my option

To take away my inside pain for all the time

When i take this step  and try to kill myself

A thought crosses my mind and leaves me shaken

I can be gone away forever but not by calling me coward 

And i cant let my friends win who ditched and left me lonely

Or a boyfriend who just used me

Im gonna live even though its harder

I will fight it out and tell im worthy

Im just a broken heart but ill fix it

ONE DAY ILL BE THE WINNER!!!!!!