Loves a Risk // A Charlie Jones Fan Fiction

Chapter 4 // Readers P.O.V

"Charlie.." I say to him. "You know that if we went out, it would be so hard to keep it secret."
"I know." He returns. "I don't think it would be that much of a big deal if people found out."
"But what about all the hate that we'd get.. I'd get a lot of your fangirls giving me hate.. Some of them might be nice.. But still, then they might hate on you. I just don't want to ruin your career."
"You won't ruin my career, I won't let that happen. I'll have to carry on touring with the boys etc, but it won't stop me from loving you. I will see you every time I'm back from tour, and we can do something together."
"Are you sure?" I asked him.
"Of course I am!" He responds.
I sigh a little and give a weak smile.
"What's wrong baby?" He asks me.
I pause for a moment and look him right in the eye.
"I've just loved you for so long, and now I know the feeling is mutual, I don't want anyone or anything to ruin that."
"I won't let that happen. I promise."
"Okay." I say, and he pulls me in closer to him, I sit on his lap slightly and he kisses me on my forehead.

"Look," he begins "any moment now one of the boys could come in, I really wouldn't mind them knowing we are together, but should we tell them together, when they are sober perhaps tomorrow maybe? Or do you want to wait a little longer?"
I pause and think for a minute.
"Maybe we should wait a little longer, like you could tell them on tour maybe..?"

{ CHARLIE'S P.O.V }
I think to myself, sure okay, but why..?
"Sure babe, I'll think of a way to tell them."
I think again for a way I could tell the boys; I could just bring up a conversation about girlfriends and then say it like that.. I could.. Urgh I don't know.
I stare at her for a long time and I look into those beautiful eyes. I lean forward and she leans in too and we kiss. I pull her in so she is lying between my legs, and so my arms are around her waist, and she nuzzles her head on my chest. I smile. She's so perfect. I watch as her eyes close. She falls asleep. I pull up the quilt over us, and cuddle her.

I keep thinking to myself.. How can I tell the boys...

Then this idea pops into my head; what if I just genuinely sat them down and told them we were dating, then explain the whole tour situation and how we want to meet when it's over. They would understand that I'd want to see her right? So then I could maybe get them to help me organise a surprise meet up on the day I get back...
So I could text her parents and tell them to tell her they are going out for the day, but they have to get there by train. I won't tell her anything about me coming back on a train, so she won't suspect anything. Then she would be waiting in the train station, and when I walk off the train and pick her up and give her the biggest, tightest hug... I reckon she would love it..?

That's how I'll tell the boys. I thought. Then my eyes slowly began to close in the dim lights. I fell asleep.

A/N sorry it's just a filler really I'm sorry I haven't been updating regularly but I will be hopefully - Hollie x