A depressed kageyama au

chapter 2 ig

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hi

IM BACK FROM THE DEAD

anyways ignore spelling mistakes and grammatical errors because i dont want to revise my writing, i dont want to fucking take time to capitalize things even tho i end up doing it anyways, and i turned grammarly off on wattpad because it didnt approve of me not capitalizing my i's and of everyones names and it was making the correcting lines pop up literally everywhere✌😌

sugas pov because he broke into kageyamas home and because i said so

I texted kageyama telling him to open his fucking door. I was pissed- no, beyond pissed that kageyama told everyone that he was alright, that HE was overreacting. that HE was at fault. It was quite obvious through the texts that he was not okay. I wasnt pissed at him. I was pissed at everyone. At Tsukki for saying horrible things to him and teasing him. After Daichi told me what had happened in Kageyama's past, I was pissed at myself for not realizing that my kohai was in pain. Above all, I was pissed at the world for putting Kageyama through so much pain.

I looked through one of his windows. I could faintly see the outline of someone sitting on the couch. Though I couldn't see his face, I could tell it was him. I didn't know why but I could just feel it A/N *cough cough* motherly instincts *cough cough* 

It didn't look like he was going to get up to answer the door, so being me, I looked under the welcome mat and found a key. 'How creative' I thought as I unlocked the door. 

I burst into the house. He looked awful, his jaw dropped. "ding" I heard my phone ping after seeing him type. 

There was nothing, and I mean nothing that was going to stop me from helping my kohai.

I used him being in shock to my advantage and took his phone. 

After tucking it away safely into my pocket I took one look at him. He was, very clearly, a wreck. His eyes were red and puffy, indicating that he has been crying. His lip was quivering, and right then, his eyes filled up with tears.

No one on our team had ever seen him like this. They had seen him crying, maybe once, when we lost a game to aoba johsai. 

But he had never been like this, he had never looked like he was in this much pain, not in front of us anyways. 

I went to the door and locked it, I ran back to my kohai, not even giving him a chance to say anything, I pulled him into a hug. It seemed like he needed one more than anything right now. I sat down on the couch, still holding him.

He hesitantly wrapped his arms around me. 

Burying his face in the crook of my neck. I felt hot tears rolling down my neck. Kageyama started sobbing so I held him even tighter. 

"Shhh. It's okay. I'm here." I whispered calmly while rubbing circles into his back. I heard him mumbling. "I'm sorry Sugawara senpai. Please, don't worry about me, I don't want to cause you more trouble than I already have." 

I couldn't believe the utter nonsense that was coming out of his mouth.

Why did he apologize to me? Did he really think that he was causing me any trouble? Did he think that I would leave him like this? Because if he did, I would most definitely have to knock some sense into him.

"Are you dumb?" I said after he pulled away and rubbed his eyes.

"In what context?" He said chuckling weakly.

"Why the actual fuck would you think I would leave you, especially like this? Are you actually fucking stupid?"

"Everyone leaves me. It's kind of a process but I would understand if you do it before step 14. It'll be fine. I'm kind of getting used to it." He said with a completely normal face, getting up and walking to his kitchen. Casually grabbing an apple. (A/N I'm just saying that the team has been to his house before so they know their way around.)

Just those words broke my heart.

He had a fucking list, a PROCESS, where people leave him.

"Okay listen here you stubborn fuck, we are going to your room, we are going to sit down, and you are going to talk to me. Don't even consider me leaving, a fucking possibility. Are we clear?" I said firmly.

He stared at me, I knew I was a bit intimidating sometimes. I did a little hair flip, then I walked upstairs. A/N SASSY SUGA 

Kageyama followed close behind me.

A/N HEY FUCKERS I HAVE RETURNED. I WONT TELL YOU HIS BACKGROUND STORY JUST YET THO CUZ IM EVIL LIKE THAT. VOTE IF YOU WANT TO, UHH IDRC. BUT LIKE. THIS IS GOING TO BE ANGSTY KAGEHINA STORY. AND I GUESS SORT OF A SLOW BURN AS WELL BECAUSE THE MAIN FOCUS RN IS KAGEYAMA. I THINK IT MIGHT BE SUGA'S POV IN THE NEXT CHAPTER TOO, IDEK. DO YOU LIKE? THANKS. OKAY BYE LUVS.