A Dream of an Eternity (2)

Chapter 1: Reality Doesn't Exist

I knew it was to good to be true, I should have known when he tried to rebound me after Hana! Why would someone like me anyways? I'm nothing but an ugly, clingy, and mean midget. My motherly instincts don't go far, I'm only fourteen. Emilie is with her great grandmother this week, she'll find out in time. I drop on my bed crying, I can't torture myself any longer. I stand up, wipe my tear eyes, and tear down the heart of pictures of us off my wall. I can't believe he did that! I can't believe he would kiss her! I'll watch the final episode of The Walking Dead, write a note, and leave all reality. After all, Forever can last a second, or a second can last forever. I need to choose one, I've lived with the last part for long enough, I'm choosing the first. At the end I see...him... with... her... and and th-they k-kiss... it was for the episode. The girl had kissed Carl trying to break Carl and Annabella up... instead it broke up Chandler and I. My heads spinning, I just need some water. I stand up, take two steps, and fall to the floor. I'm getting way to dizzy, I can't breathe. I crawl to the kitchen, I grab my moms inhaler, it's not the safest thing to do, but I'll try anything. I try and use it, but it doesn't do my any good. I can feel my skin go cold, I'm shivering. I continue to try and gasp for air, and slowly everything is fine again. I don't need air, but I'm not dead... weird... I start walking around I get me some water in case that happens again. I walk back to the couch, everything seems... different... it looks exactly like it did in my old house. I look on the TV screen, Henry Danger's on, the episode I watched the day I got hit at school and I had to go home early. I look down, I'm wearing the pj's I had on the day I met Chandler. This is weird, I try and walk over, but I become weightless... I feel like I'm floating... I need air... I try and drop to the floor... instead I float up... everything becomes a haze... slowly everything fades to black... and then... white...