my first real love- maihua lee

Part 11

Maihua's POV

I totally forgot to tell Julia Gaonha was coming over today, and now she just looked at me really confused. ' SH!T, sorry i forgot to tell you, my sister's coming over today!' she looked like she saw a ghost. 'WHAT?! I LOOK LIKE SH!T. COULDN'T YOU TELL ME SOONER?!' 'IM SORRY I FORGOT!!' she ran upstairs to get ready. i opened the door and there she was, Gaonha. 'heyy! omg i haven't seen you in so fr!cking long!' i said while hugging her. 'yeah well, ive seen youve been really busy' she smirked. 'ehm- what do you mean?' i nervously laughed. 'oh dont be stupid. with you girlfriend ofcourse!' 'wait- how do you know i have a girlfriend? i didn't tell you..' thats when Julia came down. 'OMG GAONHA!' 'JULIA!! OMG IVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH' they said while hugging each other. 'um- did i miss something?' i said 'oh, me and gaonha know each other' Julia said while grabbing something to drink for gaonha. 'wait- what?!' my jaw dropped. 'oh yeah we were friends in highschool' gaonha said while taking the drink from Julia's hand. 'and you guts didn't think about telling me?' i said still kinda shocked. 'im sorry i forgot..' Julia sais kinda dissapointed in herself. 'no no not like that, its fine' i reassured her. she looked relieved. 

!! TW ( rape) !! ( im sorry if this disturbed any of you amazing people :( just skip this first part and Julia's POV to read further ) 

we decided to go shopping. me and gaonha were talking while Julia was looking at clothes, till i didn't see her anymore. i asked gaonha where she was but she didn't know either. I went looking for her but i couldn't find her. This is where i started panicking. Where the h3ll could she be? It was a few moments later, we were still looking for her. Until we found her, with messy hair and tears all over her face. 'I- a man j-just raped m-me'.

Julia POV

I was just looking at some clothes when a random guy tapped me on the shoulder. 'Hey, you look really pretty. wanna come to my place?' He said sounding kinda drunk. 'Um- im sorry?' I said confused but kinda scared. He grabbed me by my arm and dragged me somewhere in a alley. ' If you won't listen im going to have to do it the hard way' He said really angry. I tried to scream but he covered my mouth with his hand. And then, he raped me. I cried the whole time. 'damn can you just shut up?!' he screamed. I felt disgusting. after he was done, he just left, and never came back. I walked back to the stores and i saw maihua and gaonha looking for me. When they saw me they walked up to me. ' I- a man j-just raped me' i said crying. 'first thing Gaonha did was trying to hug me, but i pushed her away. ' DONT TOUCH ME!' i screamed. ' hey! hey! Julia! look at me. youre going to be okay alright?' Maihua said trying to hold my hands. but i slapped them away holding myself. I was so scared i just ran away. Maihua and Gaonha following me.

 When we got to the car, I stood still. exhausted from the running. 'Julia, we are not going to do anything to you, you have to know that. lets just go home and rest okay?' Gaonha said. I nodded my head and got in the car. As i sat next to Maihua, she tried to calm me down. But i was numb. I didn't say anything the whole car ride. When we got home, I went to my room and just cried. Maihua came in and tried to hug. But again, i pushed her away. 'look, i understand what you're going through, but im not going to hurt you.' she sounded very sad. which made my heart drop. ' okay, but not to much please..' I said. She hugged me very softly, which made me feel safe. So i hugged her tighter and she did the same. Until we were really cuddling. 'Im so sorry this happned to you. I sould have been with you. Im so sorry' Maihua sais while trying to hold in her tears. 'Maihua, non of this is your fault' when i said that, she started crying in my shoulder.