August
11:45 pm
Here I Go Again, Another Night Another Hoe. In The Same Club Doin The Same Shit I Do Every Weekend.
While I Was On The Dance Floor With Some Random Hoe My Phone Vibrated.
??: Is That Your Phone Or Are You Excited?
The Girl Laughed, I Guess She was Flattered.
Me: Its My Phone.
I Push The Power Button And Saw A Missed Call On The Screen. I Knew It Was (Y/N) Because Shes Been Calling Me All Day. I Left The Girl Dancing By Herslef But She Was Too Crunk To Even Notice. I Found An Open Spot At The Bar, Ordered A Drink And Looked At My Phone Again.
I Don't Know Why This Girl Calling Me, I Told Her The First Day I Met Her I'm Not The Nigga She Need To Be Trying To Fall In Love With. I Cant Make Our Shit Official. We Had A Great Night Yesterday. But I Ain't The Nigga To Be In My Feelings Textin' Sayin I Miss You.
(Y/N)(11:50): I Hate The Fact That You Left So Easily, After The Great Night That We Had. I Thought We Had Something August... I Loved You.
I Told Her I Wasn't The Greatest Nigga To Be Tryna Have A Long Term Relationship With. I Mean I Love Her Too. It Doesn't Have To Be Over Just Because I Have A Fear Of Commitment, She Could Pop A Couple Bans If She Get With A Nigga Like Me.
She Not Used To, Not Getting The Love Shes Use To Gettin'. Loving Ain't The Same When It Comes To Me, Aint No Loving Me.
When In A Relationship With Me You'd Go Insane, Because I Cant Love Her The Way She Wants Me Too. I've Been Through It Many Times Before. So I Just Accepted The Fact That I Have No Love.
The Bartender Interrupted My Thoughts, With My Drink.
Waiter: Will That Be All Mr. Alsina ?
Me: Ion Know Man, I'll Keep You Posted Tho.
The Bartender Went To A Group Of Guys To Take There Order.
Why Cant We Just Kick It Where Theres No Feelings Involved?
Me(11:55): It's Not You I Promise, Its Me.
I Know It Might Sound Like A Cliche But Hell, She Can Either Accept It Or Not. She Don't Need To Try And Hold Me Down, When All I Came To Her For Was To Fvck.
Me: Shawty, If You Looking For Some One To Settle Down I Probably Wont Be Around, Nah Baby. I've Been In Plenty Of Long-Term Relationships And It Just Never Worked Out. :\ You Need To Hit Me Up When You Tired Of Playin House, And Ain't Nobody Around And You Need That. When You Need That Late Night, We Can Both Make Love To The Daylight. But You Know I Cant Stay Right? All I Want Is Sex, So What You Wanna Do?
My Tab Was Sitting In Front Of Me So I Paid For And Left A $200 Tip For The Bartender. He Was Cool And I Could Tell He Was A Fan, Because Every time A Person Would Walk Up To The Bar He'd Say " That's THE August Alsina Mann!!".
I Grabbed My Keys And Headed Out The Club To My Car.
(Y/N)
1:30 am
I've Been Crying, And Crying And Crying.Make-Up Was Running All Down My Face. How Could He Do This Shit To Me. I Mean I Should Have Expected It, He Told Me He Was Just Tryna Fvck. And I Was Okay With That I Wasn't Looking To Catch Feelings, But I Did.
Me(1:33): Me And Them Girls We Ain't The Same Boo. You Know I Hate It When You Leave Me.
I Really Needed His Love Right Now.
We Fvck And Then He Leaves When He Know Good And Damn Well How Bad I Need Him.
He So Fvckin' Conceited.
Always Coming Over Here High Knowing I'll Take Him Either Way. Why Is He Always Coming Over Here Weeded?
I Expected Better From Him. He Know That I'm The Best And Different From The Rest Of The Girls He's Dealt With.
He Can't Treat Me Like He Treat Them. I'm The Creme De La Creme.
He Knows I'm A Perfect 10. That's Why He Chose To Fvck With Me.
Me(1:34): You Frontin' In Them Streets, Keep Saying Were Just Friends. You Cant Front Like This Ain't More Realer.
Me(1:37): I Know Your Known As The " Bad Boy " And Don't Want Your Intimate Side To Be Exposed To Your Boys. I Know You Started Off A Dope Dealer, But Let Your Guard Down Yo Niggas Know That You Feel Me. So What You Want Baby? Be In A Commited Relationship Or Be The Bad Boy Your Known To Be?
10 Mins Later...
Someone Knocked On My Front Door.
I Fixed My Face, And Pulled My Booty Shorts Down A Little. My Bat Was By The Door Just In Case I Needed To Bat The Fuck Outta Somebody.
Bat In Hand, I Pulled The Door Open, And There Stood August. He Gave Me A Great Big Bear Hug.
August: I Choose You, So What You Tryna Do?
I Knew He'd Come Around. ;)
