Partners in crime (Ryujin x female reader)

[Chapter 10] Encounter

Your POV

*Flashback
"Unnie..." tears flowing down her eyes made my heart broken. She's with me ever since i was born but everything's going downhill right now. I can't think of anything, i don't know what to do. She's the only person that i'm holding on to, i can't lose her.

"Don't you get it y/n?! I—"

"I don't want you to leave! Don't you get it unnie?! I can clearly see that you don't want to leave yet you're saying that you do! I'm not stupid unnie!" I interfered her words and kneeled down. My world's shutting down, my mind's getting cloudy, my feelings are incoherent, my vision's blurry. Tears are piling up my eyes as much as i don't want to cry. I'm better than this come on! I'm strong!

"Please... don't do this." I continued sobbing while holding on to the possibility that maybe she won't leave if i'll break down in front of her. Maybe she won't abandon me if i'll beg her. Maybe, just maybe since my life is full of unsure events. My life's full of negativities and pain, to think that my sister would forget me is another burden.

"I-i can't—"

"See! You can't but you would do it if you can! You're doing this to make a better future for me aren't you? Just forget the future! What matters is the present, I can see that you don't want any of this unnie!"  She stopped crying and her sad face became a blank face. I stood up and held her hand but her cold stare filled my soul, this can't be. She shook her hand of me and wiped her tears while still staring at my downhearted soul.

"I don't know what does it cost for you to do this but—"

"Stop y/n, forget that you have a sister." Things happened really fast and the next thing i knew is that she's leaving the house. She shut the door and left me unruffled. Why am i the only person i knew who's experiencing such things like this. Tears won't stop flowing as i went back my room. Sleep, i'll just sleep hoping that it will cure my wounded heart.

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"Y-y/n."

"Rosé, you know her?" The girl named Jisoo asked her. As soon as they said her name, perhaps her codename. I ran to God knows where as long as it's far away from them. My heart is just completely falling apart that all i could do is run away like it will make me feel better. I know that she's following me and i gave up running to sit down on the side of the road and let my tears flow.

"Y/n please! Just listen to me! I—i am your sister, it's Chaeyoung unnie." She then wrapped me in her arms and i can't do anything but continue to cry. I pushed her enough for her to lose her balance. I don't know what is right in this point.

"Y-y/n i'm sorry."

"What?! You are sorry?! Do you think it only takes one apology to cure my lost soul?! You left me with nothing unnie why the fuck are you here now?! To surprise me thinking that i'd be happy with this encounter?!" She held my hand and i immediately pulled it away from her. I was surprised when she kneeled down and begged, time goes by really fast. Now she's the one who's begging.

"Please forgive me... i never forgot you y/n. I did this for you." Her tears began to flow enough to make her release heavy breaths and whimpers. I can't erase the fact that i'm longing for my sister and right now she's in front of me, i could not just resent her like what she did.

"Y-you know i-i can't handle this that's why you're begging." Quavering loudly, i let out a sigh of disbelief. Every moment that passes by feels like a stab in the chest.

"You know that i can't get mad at you for so long huh?" I continued letting my tears flow, this is the only thing that i can do. She wrapped me in a hug and i did not move, i still don't know how to forgive her after everything she have done.