Doctor × Idol❤

Chapter 1

            
Hey guys... It's my first book... and it's completely fictional... please support it and every character is fictional..  If they resemble any situation related to you... I hope dont take it it to heart and just enjoy the story..  thank you.. And I'm a big fan of NARUTO.. Ha haha...

           I know how difficult it is to pursue medical career.... and when you are not willing, it becomes even harder... But when it is what your parents want from you, nothing can be done... And now if I look back and if I have to decide whether did the right thing or not? My answer would be
"My brain saying YES, but deep down my heart saying NO"😣

       Hello.... This is Daisy... There is nothing special about me to tell.. but to introduce myself, I can say, I'm a MBBS graduate preparing for my Post Graduate course which is totally nerve wracking..
  
           I'm not totally into medicine.. it's my fathers wish to make me a doctor... I know its typical and at that age and time I just wanted to see my dad happy... so I went along with him... But I never even thought whether I'm suited to be in that profession which requires almost every second of your time... whether I can handle all the stress you feel during that period... Now if you ask me.. My answer is No...I cant

          My answer might have been different if my father is still alive.... But the moment he passed away, I felt like I lost my target which is "I should make my father happy and I should earn enough to see him relax without doing any strenuous work"

         Now eventhough I totally understand that I'm not suited for this, there is no way I can escape from this situation... So I should move on... But its not like a totally hate this profession, I like it.. But recently I feel like
I REALLY LOVE MUSIC... Music relaxes me... I feel happy when I listen to it... I feel sad when I realise that I cannot do it... I feel goosebumps when I see singers singing in reality shows.. I really want to jump out of joy at the thought that I get to learn any music instrument...

          Eventually I realised that I like music... but it's late...Being in a typical asian family, it's hard to enter that field and that too after being a MBBS graduate it's the unimaginable thing..
So I just listen to music and relax and I would say I sing quite well and my voice is not bad... so at least I'm not totally sad

     "Daisy, Come here and have lunch.. It's already 2 PM" My mom called me from dining hall

And that's  when I realised it's already 2 PM and I'm way behind my schedule.. At this rate I'm not going to get my PG seat...

With a long sigh, I got up and carried myself to the kitchen.
My legs felt heavy because of sitting for a long period and my mind is all stuffy.. I felt nauseous.

I carried my Headset and my mobile to lunch and i played my recent favourite song..
It's one hell of an awesome song... Everytime I listen to that song I feel this overriding feeling of calmness.. And I'm totally glad that my music app recommended this song to me... And I looked into the singer.. There I have him... I had my first crush... I fell hard for his smile..

But we are worlds apart... And the thought crushed my heart... so I just prayed that I get to see him directly at least once..

    " Your food is going to get cold. Remove your headphones and just finish your lunch already" my mothers words brought me back from my thoughts and I finished eating with in 5 min and headed back to my room

     " I have to leave to your grandmother's house for a few days because she is sick. And I might stay there for a few weeks until she gets better.. I think it will be better if you stay with your aunt until then" my mom said..