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8:00

Back to this school shit again. My alarm woke both of us up, ruining my beauty sleep. I got up from the bed, shooing Mattia off of it as well so I could make my bed.

Mattia: I'm going home today

You: Okay.

Mattia: What's up with you? And don't make the same excuse that you're 'tired'

You: I'm fine tf

Mattia: If you don't want me to go home then just tell me

You: No no, you need to go see your family

Mattia: Alright, if you say so

You: I'm gonna go have a shower, coming?

Mattia: Yessir

We walked into the showers where we parted ways to go into our separate cubicles. I turned the shower on, letting the hot water run down my body as I heard Mattia humming a song to himself. I finished washing myself and got out, calling Mattia's name to let him know that I'd left. I was still anxious about what happened yesterday and I couldn't stop worrying about the possibility that I was pregnant; I mean, what will I do? I haven't even got a house to live at yet alone any money to keep the baby healthy. I got changed as fast as I could, grabbing some money, my phone and Mattia's car keys; heading out the front doors of the school and running towards his car. I turn the engine on and manoeuvre the car out of the parking lot, driving to the nearest pharmacy.

Mattia's POV

I got out of the shower and wrapped myself in my towel, grabbing an extra one to dry my hair and going back into Trinity's room.

Mattia: Trin?

Nothing. I check my phone to see if she had messaged me to tell me where she was or anything; once again, nothing. I pick up my phone and call her to see where she was.

Phone Call

Mattia: Where the fuck are you?!

Trinity: Uhhh, I went to go somewhere, I'll be back in five minutes

I could hear her trembling voice through the phone which meant she was definitely up to something. I continue to talk to her as I walk around in boxers, trying to get changed, ready for school when I realise that my car keys were missing.

Regular POV

Mattia: My car? Are you fucking crazy?

You: I said I'll be back in five minutes just fuck off!

I end the call and run into the pharmacy to grab a pregnancy test. I frantically walked around the store looking for the test, ignoring all the the workers that were trying to assist me because I didn't want the chance that I might snap at them and make a fool of myself. I walk up to the counter, pay for the test and walk out of the store to race back to the school. Mattia continued to call me but I was too scared to answer the phone so I just declined his calls. It's not that I was scared of Mattia, I was just already worried about how I might be carrying a mini me and I didn't want to add to the stress. I pulled up to the school where I saw Mattia waiting for me, he had that exact same look on his face as he did after the fight with Alejandro; he was enraged that he laughed at himself because he couldn't believe what was happening. I walk up to him, stuffing the test into my hoodie pocket and give the keys to his car back to him, walking past him to avoid confrontation.

Mattia: So you just gonna steal my car and then ignore me? Is that what we doing?

You: I'm sorry I just had to go get something

Mattia: So you stole my car? You could of just asked me to take you

You: I didn't want to show you what I bought because I don't want you to jump to any conclusions

Mattia: Do you wanna go to your room? We have like ten minutes until the start of school

You: Yeah

I was surprised that Mattia had some sort of understanding and didn't just snap at me like I expected him to. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder as we walked back into my room. I was still hesitant to tell Mattia how I was feeling just to spare his feeling because I didn't want him to stress over something that might not be as serious as I thought but I guess it would just all come down to the test. Mattia sat down on the bed, tapping it, indicating me to sit down beside him.

Mattia: Wassup?

You: Look, I know I shouldn't of stole your car or anything but thinking about yesterday was killing me inside and I needed answers

Mattia: Did you buy some Xanax?

You: No wtf, I bought a test

Mattia: Wait do you think your pregnant?

You: I'm not sure but I don't want to take any chances

Mattia: And if it's comes back positive?

You: Then it is what it is. I guess all I'm asking you is, if it was to happen, do you think that you're ready?

Mattia: To be honest, no. Trinity, we have school, we're literally going to graduate in under a year, if you are pregnant then we're gonna have to, you know...

You: Abort it?!

Mattia: What no! I was going to say we might not be able to look after the baby so we would need a nanny or something

You: We'll worry about that later, like if the test actually comes back positive

I stand up from the bed and put the pregnancy test into my suitcase, hoping nobody would find it and wait for the bell to ring for the first period. Mattia gave me a sign of reassurance with his answers to my questions I needed the answers to the most. He got up and Bruges me from the back, kissing my cheek and leaving my room, ready for the bell.

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