Fuck i gotta call Sophia and tell her what happened I need her but my fuck she's out busy right now I can't. You know what just fuck it.
"Sophia I need to tell you something right now are the guys around you right now" i ask her trying not to scream. " no they're not wait I'll get home right now okay" she says calmly. " alright bye" i say before hanging up.
「 toms pov 」
"hey haz we gotta go" sophia says sounding really worried "what happened was that mia" i ask worried. "we just gotta go" she says.
we got to their house immediately sophia ran upstairs "woah whats happening" harrison questions
「 mias pov 」
"i'm here what happened" sophias says closing my door. "cameron kissed me and i don't know what to do" i say getting worried.
"what he did" she yells getting happy. "do you like him" she questions smiling. "i don't know i've never actually liked a guy like that before" i say making her smile disappear. "i'm not going to force you to say you like him okay" she says getting up getting up from my bed. "if you need me i'll be downstairs with the guys" she says leaving my room.
fuck i don't have any feelings for this dude what am i going to tell him. of course he's going to ask.
「 toms pov 」
sophia walked down sad. what happened. "where is mia" i ask her. "in her room" she says as i walk up there. i knocked on her door. "hey i just wanted to see if you were okay" i ask as she lets me into her room closing the door. "i'm sorry it's just cameron kissed me and i don't know what to do" she says. "he did" i say trying not to sound hurt.
"yea" she says. "do you like him" i question knowing she said she didn't but hoping she doesn't change her mind. "i don't know like thats the problem i don't wanna hurt his feelings" she says falling onto her bed. "well if there's anything you need i'll be here" i say. "thanks tom" she says smiling at me causing my heart to flutter. she is so fucken gorgeous.
"well i'll be downtowns" i say opening her door. please say my name darling please don't make me leave. "tom" she says silently. "yeah" i turn immediately to her. "wait are you coming back" she says sounding sad. fuck i really just fall in love with this girl. "i- i'll be back" i say smiling after walking to the bathroom.
"holy shit tom hold it together" i whispered looking at myself in the mirror. "tom are you in there" harrison says knocking on the door. "uh yeah i'm here" i say trying not to panic. "i was going to ask if you were ready to leave" he questions. "oh um well yeah i'll be out right now" i say fixing my hair. "harrison" i say opening the door calmly. "yeah" he says facing me. "what do you feel when you like someone like sophia" i question. "well i love her deeply she makes me feel like i'm the only guy she needs" he says smiling big. "why are you asking me this" he questions. "well you see theres this girl i like right now and she like makes me feel i don't know happy" i say confused but yet happy making harrison sigh.
"tom whoever this girl is i am truly so happy for you" he says pausing with a long sigh. "but the thing is you can't date a girl right now for" he says as i cut him off "for what i did to the last one" i look down. "tom i'm sorry i never wanted to say anything because i knew you'd be pissed at me and would never talk to me ever again" he says trying to comfort me.
"don't apologized for something that needed to be said" i say as a tear drops down my cheek. "can we stay the night" i ask wiping my tear so he wouldn't see. "i'll ask" he says leaving as i go to mias room.
"i'm back" i say smiling trying to hold the fact that i can't be with her. "you're staying the night" she says smiling making my heart shatter. i really hope she doesn't know i killed a girl.
"you can stay in my bed tonight" she says patting the spot next to her. "are you going to be in it too" i question getting scared. "well yeah" she smiles as i walking over to her and lay next to her.
well fuck me she is beautiful up close. "so mr holland what do you wanna do" she says so innocently causing me to almost smirk. "well i don't know" i say just getting lost in her eyes.
「 mias pov 」
i need this guy right now. no mia he's just like all the other guys. "we should go to bed" i say turning my light off. way to go mia you ruined it.
