1995
hollywoodscreaming. yelling. pushing. shoving.
that's the last day lavender talked to her brother and she absolutely regretted that fight.
it wasn't always like this. the household was like no other. she had caring parents, annoying younger siblings, and a twin brother. although they fought, they knew at the end of the day things would be alright.
lavender doesn't know what pushed her over the edge that day, but it pushed her pretty far to leave home. i mean she saw what luke went through at times, she knew it wasn't fun.
"it's not right lavender why can't you get that through your head!" mason yelled getting frustrated with his younger sister. "just because it's not normal doesn't mean it isn't right. it's not like they're family idiot." lavender argued back, her anger rising just looking at the boy.
rolling his eyes, "no but i'm sure they might be into that." he spoke throwing a pillow at her. "are you fucking serious right now." lavender said, disbelief clearly shown on her face. "who knows what they don't tell you." he argued shrugging his shoulders.
"i love them mason. they are the only people who aren't constantly thinking about themselves. they take care of me and support whatever i wanna do." lavender spoke causing mason to roll his eyes. "you're stupid if you think the could ever love you." mason laughed but immediately regretted it.
lavender let out a sarcastic laugh, tears rolling down her face. "out of everyone i thought you would be the only one who would accept my relationship and not criticize me for it. i guess i was wrong." shaking her head lavender picked up her bag in the corner. "lav, come on. you know i didn't mean it." he tried to defend himself, panicking about what she was gonna do.
"i hate you mason. i never want anything to do with you again." she spoke before leaving her childhood home, not knowing when or if she'd return.
the girl didn't know what to do. she knew she couldn't go to alex's, his parents weren't to happy with him being in a relationship with luke and reggie. although lavender find it odd they were okay with him dating lav, even though they knew she was with the other two boys as well.
she couldn't go to reggie, he wouldn't even know how to handle the girl. half of the time he acts like a child but she doesn't mind it. it's one of her favorite things about him.
now luke was a definite no. he was already stressed with having to find places to sleep without getting caught by his parents. she refused to put that stress on him when he was already going through so much.
releasing a sigh, lavender decided to go to the studio. she figured it was late enough that none of the boys would still be at the studio. she was in for quite a shock.
when lavender reached the studio she had stopped crying. although it was quite obvious she was because of her messed up making and her quiet sniffles. she opened the door and was met with four audible gasps.
"princess what happened?" "baby oh my god." "are you hurt?" "lavender what happened?" is what the girl heard before she looked up and spotted the four boys she hopped wouldn't be there.
wiping her eyes she spoke, "nothing guys i'm fine." sending them a fake smile hoping to fool them.
she should of known better, her boys always could tell when she was hiding something.
"none of that princess. sit down and explain what happened." luke spoke guiding the girl to the couch and making her sit. "mason and i got into a fight." lavender spoke tears beginning to fall down her face again. "you guys have fought before. what's so different now?" bobby asked confused "he told me what we have isn't normal. that we're not right. that you guys don't love me." lavender choked out beginning to cry harder as she thought back to the fight that just happened
alex immediately positioned himself in front of the girl bending down so they could make eye contact. "lavender may we are utterly in love with you. i don't care what anyone says, i don't care if i'm too young, i know for a fact that i love you." he spoke slowly trying to make the girl understand how much she meant to not only the boys but him.
"alex is right baby. i mean who else would i give piggy back rides too or let them do my make up." reggie joked earning a chuckle from the girl.
"believe me when i say we don't want any other girl. no other girl could even come close to how amazing you are. how amazing you make us feel. you're the only person who didn't hesitate to help me when i left. i'm most definitely in love with you." luke spoke grabbing the girls hand and speaking in a firm voice.
"although i'm not in this relationship you guys have, anyone with a brain could see you're all in love with each other. i know this isn't the typically relationship but you guys definitely have a special connection." bobby spoke up after a few minutes of an awkward silence.
the boys sent a grateful smile bobby's way as lavender got up and hug the boy she saw as another brother. "thank you guys. i love you." lavender spoke as she wiped her eyes, clearing the tears. "we love you princess." luke spoke placing a kiss on her forehead. "forever and always." alex smiled kissing her check. "you're never getting rid of us." reggie joked kissing her other cheek.
"i wouldn't want it any other way." lavender spoke with a toothy grin.
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abbey speaks!sorry for waiting so long to update,
i just struggle a lot more when it comes to
including lavender into the show that's
scripted.what do you think of these flashback scenes?
should i do some more?this was definitely a lot more easier to right
because i had complete control over what happened
and was able to allow my mind to run wild.anyways i just want to let you know, the next update probably won't be for awhile :/
my dog got sick and we had to take him to the
emergency vet and that's had be bummed out
all day. he should be fine but it is still upsettingdon't forget to vote and comment
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