𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑 ; 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐞𝐧

𝙤𝙣𝙚

play song.

"i'm really on the ropes this time"

1700 words

NOEN EUBANKS,

sighed as he was on his couch in his living room. noen lives alone, and barely has any friends any more. noen distanced himself from everyone, once they stopped caring about him.

he didn't have anyone. he only had his mom. and she is getting really sick lately. noen cried almost everyday. he just wishes he was already gone. but he has a son to raise.

noen turned on his tv and puts on a random movie and watches it. he gets up and checks his phone. nothing but fans spamming his phone. he loves the attention but he wants friends.

he turns off the notifications and unplugged his phone from it charging. he goes back to his spot on the couch and continue watching this movie. noen recognizes it.

noens sexuality is gay. he loves men. he just wants to be treated right by one. his past ones aren't very good. he's only had one good/bad relationship with someone.

he recognizes this movie because he used to watch it with his ex-lover. it was his favorite movie ever. it's called 'liar liar'. that's what his ex-lover is.

he had tears in his eyes as he turned off his tv. he got up and went to his bedroom as he was getting ready for bed. he stripped until his lace panties. he put on a really big shirt on.

noen got pregnant from his last relationship. the father doesn't know about him. just him and his mom knows. his child is just one year, and five months. he had him one month early.

he puts his hand on his baby boys stomach, a thing he loves. he talks to his baby boy every night. he named his child after his ex-lover, well his last name. but that's a story to tell another day.

"mommy loves you very much."

"you are the reason that makes me happy. every single day."

"i will never give up on you. not like your daddy giving up on me."

noen had tears streaming down his face after the last sentence. noen grabs his remote for his led lights and turns them to red. he just wanted to be held by someone that will.

he holds his child. noen has put him in bed an hour before. he may not be as rich, but that doesn't matter. he just needs his baby boy.

NOEN

has gotten up from having a nightmare of his ex-lover leaving him again. he keeps having dreams like these. he hates it. he would always think about it all day.

noen gets up to check what time it is. he grabs his phone to check its eight am. and once he sees the date, it's two years of lights out tour. he already has tears in his eyes.

lights out tour was an event he was in. he had his friends surrounded by him, everyone he loved basically. that's when he had his ex-lover, when he loved him. he still does.

noen hates himself for that. but that's his baby's father. noen has a little hate for him for leaving the both of them. july 5th, 2019. noen found out he was pregnant july 10th, 2019.