Hopeless

Chapter 1

"Do you think the universe

fights for souls to be together?

Some things are too strange

and strong to be coincidences."

My vision was blurry. I felt so numb. Where am I? I knew that I was laying on the floor, because of the freeze that it transmitted.

Suddenly I felt warm and safe, but I wasn't in the same place I was at first, it felt like a scene change, even my position changed without being noticed. Opening my eyes I saw a huge structured spiral in front of me with a trail on it. It was night, so the spiral was surrounded by stars, even if there were lights, they will be totally unnecessary because of the strength of the stars, it was absolutely beautiful.

When I took a close look at the place I saw a signal pointing at the spiral, letting me know that I had to walk along. So I did. As I was walking I felt more safe, loved but at the same time confused. But after a long time walking an experiencing a lot of confusing emotions I arrived to the end of the path where I found a huge doorway with two boys, one on the right side and other one on the left. Both of their faces were blurry. As consequence of that, I came closer to one of them turning my head and blinking constantly, making a fool of myself thinking that will let me see them more clearly, but the only thing I could see was their hair color. The one at the right was blonde, almost white, a beautiful shiny blonde being honest. The other one at the left had super dark hair, like the sky up our heads without the million of stars.

I took a few steps back, trying to guess what I was supposed to do at that moment.

After that I felt my heart pounding so hard, letting my inner self know what to do, I had to choose between them. One of them will open that big gate, showing me the happiness that gate was transmitting, even if it was closed.

-What should I do now? -I said out-loud clearly confused while I was biting my lower lip.

Right after I said that, I heard a small giggle so I looked up at their faces to see which one was the one who was laughing. And that's when I saw him clearly. His handsome face, with that sweet eyes almost closed because of his big smile. That smile that would make anybody fall in love with only giggling like he was doing. He was the definition of perfection, I'm completely sure about that.

I swear could feel my face getting brighter only seeing him, the more I continued seeing him, the more I could feel my heart beating more intensively. But when I thought I was in heaven with a starry night I turned to see the face of the other boy, and hell, he was another perfect creature. He was looking at me with that intense almond eyes which penetrate my soul with only a glance, making my heart pound even harder, making me tremble as if I was dancing in the thinest string of the circus. This second guy was taller than the blonde haired, but he transmitted a breezy and elegant attitude making him seem unreachable somehow. There wasn't words coming to my mind except:

-Wow- that word slipped my mouth, leaving me completely embarrassed of myself. But in this case there wasn't any reaction, not even the blonde guy, making me feel uneasy. But then again I couldn't control my mind - so now it seams that I have to choose one of you, right?

Silence, that was their answer. The only response they'd gave was their intense gaze looking for an answer of the question I made.

Somehow I notice I was running out of time, and that I have to choose wisely but at the same time i had to do it as quick as possible. And like the phrase said, "curiosity kill the cat", I chose the dark haired guy. Maybe because the thought of being with someone unattainable will make me happier, maybe...