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What You Don't Know

You might want to take a deep breath, sit down, meditate or do all 3 and then some before I tell you what I'm about to tell you.

Ready?

Even if you think you are, you likely aren't so I'll just begin. 

The world as you know it is not real. Well, at least not completely. Your view and part of life and even facts of the world are not the whole story. Of anything ever. 

Where one story ends another begins so they say? well try where another breath begins so does another and another and another. If this is confusing, imagine being in the center of it for centuries. 

I forgot how long ago I was born nor do I have a recollection of when it first began. This fragmented reality of mine has always been there.

Again let me explain. The world as you know is not real, at least not entirely. The world as you know it is only a fragment of what is reality. Life is made up of many breaths, in and out; every breath, every thought, and every action you have is recorded and alters your reality. 

Whether it's a decision of pizza or pasta for dinner or a more severe choice of whether you should stay or leave an abusive relationship. Every decisive action whether conscious or subconscious. Insignificant or meaningful changes your world.

Not only that, it makes new worlds, even the simple act of taking a right on the sidewalk can alter your world and build a new one. Each world made by you has differences and similarities. Alternate in some ways yet exact in others. 

When someone said you have the power to change the world. I don't think they quite realized just how much.  

How do I know all this? Why am I telling you all this? You may be asking yourself these questions and many others. You may even be asking how I'm allowed to have this published and not burned and myself sent to an institution?  Can't blame you for the latter for I myself questioned I for many decades before coming to the conclusion that if I am insane after all night as well embrace it. Quietly of course no need to be sent to an institution prematurely if I can help it.

I know this bc I live it. I don't know how or why but I do. Somehow my consciousness can stay competent, recognize, remember, and connect my alternate lives. As far as I know, I'm the only one that can do this. I don't know why or how but in a way bc of this...gift if you can call it that. I've lived fr centuries, at least 5 that I know of as my last memory was in one of my lives dying of the 1510 influenza epidemic in Mexico. I have learned dozens if not hundreds of languages over the years, some of them as deceased as I wish I was. I have lived through many deaths and traumas, horrors and tragedies no one can speak of or recount. The only thing I can say is that history and science are even more blind to the truth of this world thhan you are.

That still leaves the question as to why am I telling you all of this. Risking exposure of death and or experimentation and institutionalization imprisonment if you don't.  The answer to that is simple.

The world is dying.

To be more specific it's caving in on itself. Worlds are colliding, realities melding. This has happened on occasion usually leaving the inhabitants of the newly melded world with more De Ja Vu, meta moments, and surreal dreams. But nothing too extreme to notice but over the past 50 years or so the melds have gotten more frequent and strange things you can't put up to flukes to keep happening, The other day it was broadcasted that a skunk and a squirrel in central park fused together. A witness close by stated that they just walked through each other and came out as one. 

Today in one of my realities I was taking a stroll through Paris just passing by the Eiffel tower when it vanished before my eyes. Feeling a sickeningly eery pull I tried to run but before I could make it far a mangled version of the said tower fell right on top of us. Other horrified screams of terror and agony echoed my own.

If yo world has not been notably affected by the crashing waves and currents of our worlds colliding and soon to be burning down together. I assure you to just wait. If o have and feel more inclined to believe my what seems like an incredible story bc of t. God bless you, I hope we can all make it through this alive.