Dangerous Thirst

Chapter 2

I went into the living room to let my parents know that I'm gonna go now. ''Sam's here. I should go now.'', I said. My parents looked at me with a huge smile. ''Heather, you look absolutely stunning.'' said my mother. ''Your mother is right. You look beautiful.'' added my father to it. I started to blush. My parents are so precious. ''Thank you.'', I said. ''Have fun, but not too much.'' yelled my father. My mother and I laughed. I blew them a kiss and left.

As I walked down the stairs, I felt how my heartbeat got faster and faster by any second. Gosh, what am I so nervous for? I'm going to prom with a friend. No big deal. Urgh, who am I lying to? I've been waiting for prom for so long and now it's finally happening. I just need to calm down a bit.

I stood in front of my door, took a deep breath and opened the door. I immediately turned around and closed the door. When I turned around again, I saw him. Oh gosh. I would be lying if I say he doesn't look absolutely handsome. This black suit looked so hot on him, not gonna lie. It was not too loose and not too tight, but you could see the texture of his muscular arms. I nervously scratched my arm. I could feel how my face got hot. I bet I'm as red as a fucking tomato. I caught Sam looking at me. He seemed nervous as well. I walked towards him.

''Wow, you look gorgeous, Heather.'' he said, while rubbing his neck nervously. I blushed. ''Thank you, Sam. You don't look too bad yourself'' I responded. ''Let's go shall we?'' He asked. I just nodded. When I took a look to my right, I saw a beautiful white SUV on the other side of the street. ''We'll have a driver for tonight, just in case we drink something, you know? Don't wanna take any risks.'', said Sam. ''That's very thoughtful.'', I replied with a small smile. We walked towards the white SUV and Sam opened the car door for me. Damn, he's a real gentleman tonight. He sat himself right next to me and told the driver where to go. 

When we arrived at our school, Sam jumped out of the car to open the car door for me, again. I chuckled a bit. We walked into our school together. I looked around. ''There aren't many people here.'', I said to Sam. He took a look as well and replied: ''I mean, it starts at 7:30pm and we only have 7:15pm. Most people come a bit later. The cool ones, you know?'' We laughed. He's right. They probably want to make a better entrance. ''Do you want something to drink'', Sam asked me. I nodded. He put his hand under his blazer and put out a little hip flask. I looked at him confused. ''You don't think our high school is selling out alcohol here, do you? I thought I'm gonna bring some alcohol here by myself.'', he said. I wasn't sure if I should drink something. It's not like I've never drank anything before, but I'm still not sure. Oh come on, Heather. Loosen up a bit. It's Prom, I told myself. I grabbed Sam's hip flask and took a huge sip. Oh goodness, that's some strong alcohol. I coughed a bit. Sam just looked at me and laughed. He took his hip flask back and took a sip as well.  We continued to drink and started to dance.

A while later.

I have no idea how much I drank since we're here, but I could feel how the alcohol was getting into my head. I wasn't feeling dizzy yet, but it's for sure not taking much longer till I do. ''Should we get some fresh air?'', asked Sam. I nodded and we walked outside.

Fresh air. Gosh, that feels good. My face was heated and probably red as hell. I am really not used to drinking alcohol. I think, I've only drank alcohol like two times in my life, if even and that was only on special occasions like a birthday or something. When I looked at Sam, I caught him looking at me. ''Heather, you really look so beautiful tonight. I can't get my eyes off you.'', he said and looked at the ground. ''Thank you, Sam.'', I responded and started to blush again.

Sam is a really nice guy, to be honest. He was and is always there for me. Maybe if I stop looking at him as my friend the spark lights up. What if he's worth it one day to get my first kiss? I mean we know each other for such a long time, I feel super comfortable around him, he always makes me laugh. But I am not in a rush. I want my first kiss to be perfect and I also want to be sure that I really want it to be with him. It doesn't have to be him though. Maybe it will be another boy. We will see. ''You've been awfully quiet.'', said Sam with his arms shrugged. ''Oh sorry, I just started thinking. I have a lot of fun with you tonight.'', I responded really quickly. ''I hope you were thinking about me.'', said Sam with a flirty voice and winked at me. ''Oh, I am sure you'd like to hear that, huh?'', I responded. He started to blush. ''Maybe.'', he said and started to look at the ground again.

We've been quiet for a few minutes, when I started to notice that Sam is walking towards me. He pushed me against the wall behind me. I was in shook. ''Sam, what are you doing?'', I asked him nervously.  I don't know what's going on in his  mind. He is pressing his left arm harshly against my waist while using his right hand to stroke my cheek. But what I was the most worried about was the way he looked deeply into my eyes, as if he was about to do something. ''Sam, please...'', I said a bit quietly. He put his finger on my mouth to signalize me to be quiet. He wouldn't hurt me. He is my best friend I kept telling myself. He would never do something against my will. Or would he? My heart started to beat faster and faster. That's when it happened. I suddenly felt Sam's lips on mine. No. No, this can't be happening. What the fuck is he thinking? ''Sam stop, please!'' I said afraid. I felt how he tried to slide his tongue in my mouth, but I didn't let him. I kept my mouth closed. The first few seconds, I wasn't really able to do something against it. My mind and body were in some kind of shock. But when I finally realized what the hell is going on, I needed to stop him. I just kicked him into his balls, because I knew that would stop him. ''I told you to stop, for fucks sake!'', I screamed in his face. He held his hands on his crotch, moaning in pain. He looked at me painfully. ''It's your own damn fault. I didn't want you to kiss me.'', I said in an angry voice, shaking a bit. I took a deep breath to calm myself down a bit. ''Leave.'', I said. Sam looked at me confused. ''What? Why?'',he asked repulsed. He did not just ask me why, did he?! ''Are you serious right now? You're really asking me why I'm telling you to leave? Turn your fucking brain on. You kissed me against my will! You took my first kiss from me without asking for my permission, you selfish asshole'', I almost yelled. Urgh, I was raging. ''It's not my fault that you're such an uptight bitch.'', he said while shrugging his arms. Oh this asshole makes me wanna throw hands. ''Wow, Sam. You're such a great friend, really. Just get the fuck away from me. I never want to see your face again.'', I said. He just walked away without saying something. Probably for the better. I just can't believe he did that. He was supposed to be my best friend. He knew, how I felt about my first kiss. He never judged me. Urgh. Great Prom night. I just wanna go home.

I called my mother and father and asked them if they can pick me up. They already could tell that something is wrong. They said, they'll be here in a few minutes. The time where I had to wait, made me realize how fast someone can take something from you. It can take seconds. Maybe I am being bit over dramatic over it, but this was something big for me. I really wanted my first kiss to be special. Sam could have at least asked me if it's okay to kiss me, instead of just doing so. He dared to take this moment, I've been dreaming about for so long, away from me. It was reserved for the person which I wanted it with, I was willing to wait for that moment no matter how long that takes.He stole something from me that nobody can give back to me. I feel used.

A few minutes later.

My parents already picked me up and we were on our way back home. "Honey, what happened? I can tell something is wrong.", said my mother with a quiet voice. I explained my parents what happened. "Yeah.. and then he just kissed me. He took my first kiss without my permission.", I said and looked down, holding back tears. My father looked to the backseat where I was sitting and yelled loudly "He did what?!". Why the fuck is he looking back? He should look at the road. Oh fuck - "Dad, turn around!!! Look at the road!", I yelled. That's when I heard a loud crash and everything turned black within seconds.