Chapter 2

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Louis POV

We all looked after Harry as he stormed right out of the studio with a confused look taking over our faces.But soon reality hit me when I realized what was going on.I was previously talking how "great" it was going for me and Eleanor and I had to put on a fake smile as always to show that happiness that everyone was expecting from me.I knew it was hurting Harry but I couldn't help it,I HAD to put on that facade so it would look as realistic as the Management wanted it to be.

We all finally made our way to the elevator which brought us to the lobby of the building once again.We saw Harry leaning against a wall with his  and face up and starring at the ceiling.We all noticed his red eyes and nose which meant he had been crying.We knew that about him perfectly and my stomach twisted when I saw how much pain this fake relationship has brought to him.

When he heard us coming he quickly wiped away the remaining tears  and turned towards us again"A-Are you ready to go n-now?"He asked in a soft and low tone and I could hear the cracking of his voice.

We all looked at him in sympathy and Harry just turned away walking to the exit.My heart crushed when I saw the pained look in his eyes.It just shattered me to see him like that but there was nothing we could do about it.We couldn't fight for what we wanted,we weren't allowed to..

Harry POV

I had enough of everything and I just wanted to go home,hide in my bed under my covers and just cry my bloody eyes out.Why couldn't I be with the one I love?Why couldn't I be happy?Didn't my happiness matter to anyone?Didn't Lou love me enough to fight for me?Apparently not..

The words ran through my mind as we were guided to our car and I just slumped in the seat leaning my head against the window.I could feel everyone starring at me in the car and I knew they were worried but I had no intention in telling them what was going on right now.I just didn't want to.

I felt someone place a hand on my head and gently run his fingers through my hair.I turned to the side and saw the Irish cupcake beside me.He was looking at me with those big blue pleading eyes begging me to tell them what was going on.

"What's wrong mate?C'mon you know you can tell us everything right?"Nialler asked and soon I felt my eyes burning.I really was worrying him and the guys.I just leaned against him as I would always do.Niall just held me closely rubbing my back in comfort

"Can we talk later?"I asked quietly as my head was in Niall's neck nuzzled.He just gave me a quiet nod before he let go of me.

The ride back home was pretty quiet nobody spoke about it anymore and we just kept our eyes to ourself.When we got back to the hotel we were staying I quickly climbed out and rushed inside and upstairs.Niall was right beside me following me and once we were inside my room I just bursted into tears and sat down on the edge of my bed.Niall sat beside me and once more pulled me into his embrace.I wrapped my arms tightly around him with my hot tears staining his white shirt.

"There there Haz..It's okay..What's going on?Tell me.."Niall spoke in a quiet and hushed tone as he held me closely and began to stroke my curly and messy locks.

"I-I can't go on like this f-forever!"I sobbed out into his shoulder with my voice cracking up and my hands shaking uncontrollably.

"With what?"He asked in a confused but yet tender tone.

"I can't stay away from Louis anymore!I hate to see him with Eleanor,I hate it that I have to stay away from him!I hate that I can't sit beside him anymore or even look at him!I hate the fact that he won't do anything about it!I hate this life,I hate Management!I hate it all!!"I sobbed out more into Niall and just clung to him even more.

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