The voice in Andy's head

Into the Wildfire

I only heard the rush of water around me and the fire sweeping over our heads. I looked him in the eye and like every time it happened the feelings came up inside me. Unbelievably strong feelings that I couldn't control. And that drove me crazy. I wanted to kiss him. I really wanted to. But I can not. I must not. It is not allowed to love in my job. Not to love the man who is my boss. But is that really supposed to stop me? Is it supposed to stop us? I don't even know if he wants it the same as I do. About the same for me as I feel for him. Should I tell him how I feel about him? These thoughts are buzzing in my head like bees in the flower meadow in summer. And I won't get rid of them. I had just decided to press my lips to his. But that moment was interrupted. The fire passed for a moment and we had to show up to take the chance to save ourselves.