'UNREQUITED FORBIDDEN LOVE'
''Hey"I said to him as my hands tremble. I managed to give him my sweetest smile even though deep inside I'm shattered. And he's the one who put me in this situation
He looks at me straight in my eyes "Yna pupunta ka naman diba?" He asked as if he didn't hurt me hudred times and currently hurting me for asking to come on his wedding. I gave him a fake smile "If I'm not busy I'll come" I uttered then look at him again.
"Ano ba naman yan, its my special day then you wont come nakakainis ka na naman" He said trying to act like a child who didn't received any candy.
How can he act playfully?. Is he doing this on purpose just to lighten up the atmosphere because if thats so then its not working I'm still broken. And seeing him happy with the girl she love kills me so bad.
"Sabi mo nga its your special day YOUR SPECIAL DAY. Hindi na ako kailangan dun" I sighed and then smiled "At saka aasikasuhin ko na rin yung papers ko for resignation sa company" I added
Kumunot ang noo nito "Oh tignan mo toh, di na nga lang pupunta sa kasal ko iiwan pa ako......" You're the one who left me first. "Dad and Mom will get mad at you" he said with sad eyes.
"Okay lang and I need to freshen up. Sobrang stressful sa work" I said. " Oo nga pati ako naistress sa mukha mo" he covered his mouth and chuckled.
I reached for his arm and give it a hard strike "Loko ka talaga" I said and rolled my eyes.
"Ace! Ang bagal mo.We need to be at the resto within 4 minutes tapos traffic pa!" His fiance shouted on the middle of our merriment. As always the girl who took my happiness away.
"Go, baka mahirapan ka nanamang suyuin 'yan" I said and chuckled "Naku wag naman, baka hindi matuloy yung kasal ko sa lakas ba naman toyoin niy—"
"Ace!, Ano ba?!" his fiance shouted again.
"I'll go now, so uhm.. See you when I see you" He smiled and wave goodbye. I look at his back while he's walking away. I badly wanted to give him tightest back hug so that I could change his mind and stay with me. Be I can't.
I woke up with a heavy heart, I cried the whole night thinking about Ace, it's his wedding day. Should I come? What if I might messed up on his special day with his special girl? Well I did not formally bid my goodbye to him and congratulate them both.
I walked slowly on the entrance of the church the wedding had started. I saw how graceful Ann walk, how Ace smiled with teary eyed. He's happy, and I'm broken. But It doesn't matter.
My tears started to fall. Yes I love him so much but loving him is a sin it's forbidden.
We can't be together because he's my Brother.
