Stuck By His Agape

•Kurplyannie_

Disclaimer:

It is a work of fiction. Anything stated here is not realistic- the characters, events and the places.

Its unedited so please bare me with my typographical errors.

Read at your own risk. Some chapters contains words that's not suitable for young readers.

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Naranasan niyo na bang umibig ng sobra sobra?
Yung tipong kaya mong gawin lahat para lang sa kanya?

Kung hindi pa, huwag niyo ng hilingin na makaranas pa.
Edi juk lang. HAHAHA!

Loving unconditionally is painful but  most  exciting and pleasurable thing that you felt in your teenage life.

Just like what I experienced.

Oo, masyadong magulo. Pero simula nang  makilala at guluhin niya ang buhay ko , naramdaman ko ang kasiyahan na akala ko hindi ko na madadama.

Nagsimula ito sa...

"Good Morning class this is Miss? " Sinenyasan ako ng guro namin na ipakilala ang  aking sarili sa harap. Nahihiya akong tumango at nilagok ang laway ko dahil sa sobrang kaba.

Second year college ako noon, bagong transfer. Syempre kailangan ko munang magpakilala.

So here it goes.

"H-hi..." nanginginig kong simula. I heard someone of them laugh kaya mas kinabahan ako.  But there's someone na nakatitig lang sakin at parang sinusuyo ako ng mga mata nito.

It felt akward and insane nang nagtama ang mga mata namin. And the worse is...hindi ko na tinanggal ang pagkakatitig ko sa kanya hanggang sa matapos na akong magpapakilala.

Nawala kasi bigla ang kaba ko noon ng nagtitigan kaming dalawa. Parang.... I found comfort on him kahit sa una palang naming pagkikita.

Magkalayo ang upuan namin kaya't hindi kami masyadong nag-uusap. Atsaka ano namang pag-uusapan namin? What's our favorites? Sounds baduy. Sounds gasgas .

I don't know but I don't like sweet stuffs. Like ever.

We talked and laughed together kapag nagkakasama kaming dalawa. Nag-aasaran, naghahampasan at kung ano pang kabaliwan ang ginagawa namin.

That's the first time he noticed that Miss. Ruiz is not just an obedient  and killjoy nerd. She also had a rebellious side din pala.

HAHA Yes! Nagrerebelde din ako. Mabait sa umaga, walwalista sa gabi. Yang side na yan ang nakita niya na hindi nakikita ng iba.

That's why he's not calling me Ms. Ruiz just like other people do. Kasi sabi niya 'It sounds not you. Masyadong pormal. Para kang matanda.'

He give me a nickname na siya lang ang tumatawag no'n. And also because of him "Natashia 'the bitchisa' Ruiz" was born. My other identity.

But...

I thought it will end up into a happy ending just like what he told me. I mean what he PROMISED me.

Ang gulo noh?

Haysss... Ganyan talaga ang buhay. Sobraaaang gulo.

Kaya mga bata, don't stress too much because of love. You're still young. Explore life first before settling down.

Yan ang aalahanin niyo.

From:
Velvet Savara Ruiz sa umaga
Natashia The Bitchisa sa gabi.

Wink;>