My brothers best friend

Chapter twenty-one

⚠️WARNING ⚠️  suicidal thoughts and attempts. I'm gonna warm y'all when it comes so you can skip it if you want.

Nobody's  pov
They watched her waving goodbye as she walks in the mental hospitals. She's been broken after his death and constantly worrying about the baby and stress almost made her lose her life. She needs this she really does.
**************one month before************
Dereks pov
"Wow I can't believe you yelled at her and she listened" vallyk said "me too vallyk, me too" I said still worried about her.
********time skip*******
Y/n pov
I woke up in my room still in shock that Derek just yelled about me that sexy ass man just yelled at me. "Derek you shouldn't feel bad for yelling at her" I heard Arianna say "I know but she is already dealing with shit and I yelled at her" I smiled when he said that but ariannas right. "DADDDDDDY!!!!!" I screamed "yes princess" "come to my room please" "yea ofc-wait did she just say please" "yea I said please now hurry up before I take it back" he came in and said "what happen princess" "I love you" "I love you too" "ok now take me to t kitchen Im hungry" he smiles and nodded, I jump on his back and he takes me to the kitchen. "Y/n you know you he spoils you right" Kobe says but I thought he sound like chase for 2 seconds "actually I'm not hungry no more and yea i know" I said trying not to sound hurt.
Derek pov
I don't know what just happen but she sound said when Kobe spoke. My baby is so hurt. "Baby what's wrong" I asked her "nothing I'm fine" she said with a smile. "You sure, you sound upset" "yea perfectly time"
Y/n pov
Just fake it y/n don't show weaknesses "so I'm boutta shower, come daddy"I told Derek "ok princess" "ewwwwww we don't wanna hear y'all fucking" mike said "jokes on you bitch my room sound proof motherfuckers, and plus I'm not really in the mood for it" "ok" mike said
I swear that chase just spoke to me. "Y/n" Chase whispered. "EVERYBODY SHUT THE FUCK UP" I scream everybody stood there quiet "y'all don't hear that" "here what y/n" Arianna asked. "Him, y'all don't hear chase"
Arianna pov
"Him, y'all don't hear chase" she says looking around. "Y/n wtf." Y/c/n said "shut up I know what I heard he called me" "your tripping" "you right" she said looking down then she grabbed dereks hand and went to take a shower
Derek pov
Wtf she just said she heard chase. I took my clothes off and hopped in 5 second later y/n hopped in. "Princess" she hummed in response "did you really hear chase" I said as I turned to face her "yea" she said looking down. I grabbed her face and kissed her.
*time skip after y'all done showering and y'all in the living room*********************

Dereks pov
Everybody left and I'm boutta leave but I don't want to "princess my moms her, I'm leaving" I told her she smiled and said "tell my mom I said hi" "ok princess, I love you" "I love you too"
Y/n pov
Derek left about an hour ago and rn he's asleep otp with me. I can't sleep, I watched Derek sleep. I put him on mute and went to the bathroom. ⚠️ITS STARTS NOW⚠️
I grabbed the picture that's on the top self in my bathroom and just stared at it. I looked in the mirror and I seen chase standing behind me I turned around and he's not there. I turned back around and punched the mirror, it shattered I grabbed the biggest piece of glass there was and I put it to my wrist and sliced it over and over and over again on both arms until there wasn't any room left. My arms are dripping with blood. I turned the shower on and rinsed my arms.

⚠️ it's over ⚠️
I went back to my room not bothering to clean up the mess and I put one of dereks black hoodies on and went to bed.
************next morning*******************
Arianna pov
I woke up to the sound of my phone dinging I open my phone to see Derek texted me

Derek: bro do me a huge favor and go to y/n crib cuz last night she put me on mute and left the screen fa a good 30 minutes.
Me: I got you
Derek: thanks
I got up and got dressed "MOM IM GOING TO Y/N HOUSE" "OK" 30 mintues later I arrived at her so called Derek "so you just got there" "yea" "the spare key is in the mail box" "I got it"
I'm still otp while I walk in she's probably sleeping imma go wake her up. I walk in her room and seen her in a hoodie. "Hey Derek does y/n sleep in a hoodie" I whispered. "No why" "nothing" don't tell me she. I quickly run tot he bathroom and see the mirror is shattered and the glass that I didn't want to see. It had blood on it her blood "Derek how fast can you get here" "I already left when I heard you gasped" I went to the living room to wait for Derek. 10 minutes later. "So what happened" "I think y/ns cutting herself." "Bro stop lying" "dead ass yo the mirror in her bathroom is shattered and one of the pieces of glass had blood on it" "Derek"
Derek pov
Cutting herself, she's cutting herself "YOUR FULL NAME"
Arianna pov
He scream her name and she came out the room with her hoodie on and she just looked at us and fake smiled "hey guys what you doing here" "CUT THE FUCKING BULLSHIT Y/N AND SHOW ME TOUR ARMS NOW" Derek screamed again "w-what" she said "SHOW ME YOUR FUCKING ARM" he screamed again "why are you screaming at me" she said I'm the verge of crying "just show me your arm" he said she looked away and Derek grabbed her arm and she winced in pain. He pulled both her sleeves up and seen them the deep cuts.

Sorry for the  long  chapter but this topic has a huge affect on me because I went thru that.