please help me

chapter one the pain hurts

My names Lizzy I'm a normal teenager with a huge dark secret I don't go to school never had a boyfriend never had an education I have a drunk and abusive dad who doesn't care about me and I spend most of my day locked in my room crying amd cutting my self.My mother died when I was 5 by an attack by nun other than my dad yes I said it my dad that why I'm always lock in my room and cutting my self and my dad slapping me pining me against the door punching me kickingim writting this in my draiy to show how hes making my life a living hell  i was writing In my dairy when i
heard "Lizzy bitch get down here now" Lizzy forze and slowly got up still in plain after her down kicked her in the ribs "commimg" she feeling the pain and horror inside her as she open the door she saw tiny blood marks she looked at them and as she was her dad wall king fast up the stairs pulling my hair pushing her down the stairs "ow" she screamed her dad laughed " bitch" why haven't you done the washing up I look at him and start to cry he walks over to me grabs my arms and GOS over to the kichern and pulls a rolling pin out my eyes are wide open at this point screaming to let me go doesn't work he grabs my finder lays them on the table plat out and lifts the rolling pin and bang once he laughed my eyes feel with tears and two he shouts I scream " Please no more" he looks at me three bang he looks at me again and drops the rolling pin and walks away knowing I'm in plain

Lizzy drops to the floor in plain and finger bruised and coved in blood she starts pouring out with tears and tearfully says "enough is an enough I have been with him for since i was 5 years and now im 16 i cant take this i cant keep strong the pain he causes has to stop ", she slowly gets up and grabs a bandage and a wrapped it carefully around her fingers and walked away as Lizzy got to her room she drop to the floor crying whispering to herself "I wish I was dead" as she was on the floor Lizzy saw a razor coved in dry blood without thinking she pick it up and slowly going up and down her arm when cut Lizzy looked down blood all over her hands and cut again as she her dad open the door and shouted "you trying to fucking kill yourself he smiled as he was smiling lizzys eyes getting deeper and deeper darkness until pitch black

The Next morning.

Lizzy eyes struggling to open managed to open one eye she felt a cold shiver down her back and shouting she slowly looked around not knowing where she was slowly got up and slowly looked around Lizzy felt blood coming down her head she slowly touched her head slowly and began to feel dizzy as she was walking Lizzy began to lose her blance she fell on the foor she couldnt move she was weak in pain and none to help her she stayed on the floor praying someone would come none did until the second shadow came and stopped and softly said " omg look at you come with me " Lizzy closed her eyes and began to softly cry in pain stuggling to move

A hand lift her she moans in pain as the shandow liftes her and Lizzy eyes getting restless and slowly getting darker closed them and praying someone would take care of her and not hurt her

Hope you like my first chapter I'm only 15 and please commemt share and lime thanks xx