✨𝕎𝕙𝕪✨

Courage

𝕐𝕒𝕞𝕒𝕤 ℙ𝕠𝕧:
As i slowly open my eyes i see a glimpse of ligjt cominh through the gap in my curtins.
"Ugh" i get up and slowly get dressed and stumble down the stairs half asleep.
"Good Morning sleepy head" says the same monetone voice that i hear daily, i smile at the thought of tsukki "Good Morning Tsukki" i grab an apple and my bag and nod to him that i am ready to start walking. As the door slams i can just make out my Mum saying bye, Tsukki puts his headphones on and drowns the world out.

𝙿𝚁𝙰𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙲𝙴:
I change into my trainning uniform and get to the gym as quickly as i can. As i start warming up "Your more cheery than usual today" I turn my head to see Suga walking over this way "Oh yeah" we looks to see if anyone is listening "Have you told him yet?" I shake my head but the responed "On Friday" Suga nods his head and then Daichi comes in with coach and we huddle up

𝙲𝙻𝙰𝚂𝚂:
As i rush to class in fear of being late, only to arrive early. I sit in my usual spot next to tsukki. The teacher tells everyone to shut up because she has an important anncounment "Please welcome our new student Aki" A tall slim but fit girl with long arburn hair enters the room. I look a Tsukki and i can see red creeping across his cheeks and he has taken his headphones off with out the teacher having to ask. I can't even smile or talk to him for the 2 hours
All i can think about is

WHY
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WHY HER
WHY NOT ME
WHY
JUST WHY
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𝔸𝕦𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕣𝕤 ℕ𝕠𝕥𝕖:
𝙸 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚌. 𝙸𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠. 𝙰𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚒 𝚖𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚞𝚙𝚕𝚘𝚊𝚍 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚌𝚞𝚣 𝚎𝚡𝚊𝚖𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚞𝚙 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚛𝚢. 𝙸𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚜 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚝