"I'm a fuckin' omega. Deal with it, bitch." [BNHA Omegaverse] [DISCONTINUED.]

All my Fault

[TW : self-hatred,

Kirishima locked himself in his room for days at a time, he ignored his pitiful calls from his classmates and teachers. Tonight, he sat at the doorframe of his balcony and stared at the city glow.

"I wish.." he muttered, "I wish my Katsuki would come back.."

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Kirishima didn't sleep that night, nor did he sleep the night before or before that. But he needed to go to school, at least once this week. So he willed himself to get up, and get dressed, and walk to school.

He very sloppily ran his fingers through his hair as he walked the path to school. It was almost winter now, it was getting cold. Normally Kirishima liked winter, thought of it as a time to be manly but.. without his Bakubro, who can he be manly for?

He reached his classroom and quickly took a deep breath, opening the door and striding in. He kept looking down, trying not to look at the empty seat his bakugou usually sat. He tried not to think about his bakugou.

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Katsuki had it rough. Every night, after school, Monoma would come down and do.. things, to him. Things that made Katsuki sick to the stomach. He was fed once a time, just to keep stamina. He still couldn't use his quirk. Whatever Monoma did to him to take his quirk, it wasn't good.

He stayed chained in the basement with no light. The only time light would come is when Monoma came down. The only time food would come is when Monoma came down. The only time Katsuki would feel was when Monoma came down.

He felt angry. Disgusted. Anguished. He wanted to get out of here. And badly. But what is he supposed to do without his quirk? lay around and wait for someone to help him?

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[Bakugou POV]

It happened again. Monoma came down to do the "things" to me. But as soon as I shut my eyes and braced for it, it didn't came. Instead I was handing a journal and unlocked from the chains that my wrists were tightened too.

"Use it wisely. You're getting disgusting, so i'm chaining you up. There's a bathroom in that corner but the chain stops at the end of the stairs, so don't even think about it. Be safe Kat~" Monoma flashed his darling smile, and left.

I rushed to the bathroom. Hopefully there was a shower, I feel disgusting.

[Third Person POV]

After a long, cold shower Katsuki left the bathroom. Monoma had given him new, fresh clothes. His clothes. The clothes that smelled like him, and god was that a good smell. Katsuki thought so at least.

He sat down on the very uncomfortable stone and looked at the journal and pencil. He didn't feel like writing, after all. Maybe he will in a bit, but.. not right now. Not after everything.

Maybe.. he'll just close his eyes for a bit..

[Hello, everyone! i'm so so so sorry I haven't been updating at all! School has started and i've been in a bad place recently, but i hope this satisfies you all ^^ i'll try to be updating more now!]