PANGARAP LANG KITA ONE SHOT [YEAR 2014]

One shot

Mabuti pa sa lotto

May pag-asang manalo

Di tulad sayo, impossible

Prinsesa ka, ako'y dukha

Sa TV lang naman kasi may mangyayari

At kahit mahal kita wala akong magagawa

Tanggap ko 'to aking sinta

Pangrap lang kita

Ang hirap maging babae

Kung torpe iyong lalaki

Kahit may gusto ka...di mo masabi

Hinde ako iyong tipong nagbibigay motibo

Conservative ako kaya di maaari

At kahit mahal kita...Wala ako magagawa

Tanggap ko 'to aking sinta, pangrap lang kita

At kahit mahal kita, 

Wala ako magagawa

Tanggap ko 'to aking sinta, pangrap lang kita

I took a deep breath, at inalis ang earphone that wore on my ears. I look at my reflection in front and stares at my own reflection. Hinawi ko ang kulot at mahaba kong buhok, at put some powder on my face. Again, I looked my self. Memorizing any aspect, anything that reasons why I am not enough to be loved nor liked.

Una kong tinignan ang noo kong natatakluban ng aking bangs, next the blacked circular shape of my eyes, then my chicks, and my pinkish color paired of lips.

Maganda naman ako, pero bakit hindi ako kagusto gusto?

I sarcastically laughs. Kung sabagay, sino ba naman ako? I am just a bestfriend.

I organized my stuffs before leaving. And a loud voice suddenly approached.

"TAMMY!" A screamed that came from behind. I lost myself but I don't mind. Not right now. I just continued my walk, and act like nothing happened. Ayoko syang harapin. Ayoko muna syang kausapin. Ayokong mas lumalim pa ang nararamdaman ko sa kanya. Instead, I want to fade it. I want to run, run far away from him "TAMMY!" Pero hindi ko pwedeng gawin, hindi ko kayang gawin.

Mas binilisan ko pa ang lakad ko at halos tumakbo na ako. Pero naabutan parin nya ako "Tammy." He stealed my wrist at hiniharap ang sarili ko sa kanya. I almost faint. An electricity flows within me but I tried harder to act normal. Tiningala ko sya dahil sa sobra syang matangkad.

"Yes, Xander?" Patay malisya kong tanong.

"Can I walk with you, Miss?" He smirked. I found it so cool kaya agad kong iniwas ang tingin sa kanya.

"Why not?" I replied without any hesitation. Of course, Im panicking right now. I continued my steps at naramdaman kong sumunod naman sya.