Fluttering Petals // Maeiso

Biggest Secret

Chapter 1

Isogai's POV

Um hi I'm isogai yuuma and I've recently transferred to e class. I've had a crush on my best friend for a long time but I just can't admit it. If your reading this, I'm probably going to be dead or I would be getting surgery. I just wish for this pain to subside and leave me alone. I wish I could just let out all of my feelings but I can't. I'm like a bird with broken wings, trapped in a cage with no key and hope.

I sighed as I stopped writing in my notebook and hid it in a box under my bed. I couldn't sleep that night mainly due to my thoughts always landed on Maehara. I've just wanted to break free from this mental cage as I started to cry. Just why me? Why am I so hopeless? Why do I feel so empty inside? I just want to break free. I ended up crying myself to sleep as I hugged my comforter burying myself in my bed.

As the morning sunlight struck my slightly puffy eyes, I finally woke up. I did my usual morning routine which is just taking a shower, making breakfast, brushing my teeth and hair, and finally changing for school. As I walking out of my house, a familiar voice shouted my name.

"Isogaiiii" Maehara said while running, waving his hands. I felt something in my throat for second but it went away, I thought it was just my cold from the other day so I shook it off. "Do you mind being a bit softer, I'm still half asleep" I mumbled while yawning. We eventually got to school as we sat in our seats and got prepared for class.

"Alright, aim, SHOOT" nagisa shouted as barrages of bullets were shot from our guns. As usual, Korosensei's had green stripes as he felt cocky again. I took that moment to strike from behind. I was so close as I coughed. I immediately fell to my knees coughing, it was like I was getting suffocating. Nagisa, Maehara, and Karma ran up to me making sure I was fine as the others went to call the nurse.

   "Okay now ahhh" "ahhhh" the nurse examined me as she didn't suspect anything wrong. "Okay dear please be more careful when around people and things, you never know when you could catch something! Anyways I'll be going now" the nurse said while leaving the room. I stayed in the infirmary to recover.

   It was then after school and Maehara wanted to hangout to study. While we were studying, he suddenly started talking about love. He was talking about someone he was head over heels for, all of a sudden I felt like I was gonna throw up so I quickly covered my mouth my rushed to the bathroom.

   I threw up petals and thorns drenched in blood. I sat there crying and coughing out blood and more thorns. I had to quietly change and clean the mess in the bathroom quietly to not get noticed by Maehara.

   "Isogai why were you gone?" Maehara asked in a semi serious manor. "Oh um I had to do something, let's continue" I was nervous that he would catch on. "Oh u-um I was cleaning my room.. yeah" I managed to say. I couldn't help but stare at his contagious smile as we continued studying.

   "Hey isogai, how does it feel to have a crush on someone?" Maehara quietly asked when I felt another wave of thorns trying to get out of my mouth. "U-um I guess you feel sort of weird inside, just wondering what's happening to you" I said as I continued writing. "Well I guess guess I'm in love huh?" Maehara said as his head dropped onto the table, he was fast asleep. I was wasn't surprised since Maehara isn't so fond with reading books non the less even studying but he could still manage.

   "Hiroto if only you knew.. how much pain I'm in.." I said while putting a blanket on him. He should never know about my disease, a disease of one sided love, Hanahaki.
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A/N

hi guysssss so um maeiso is my current favorite ship atm so I just want to say pleaseeeee give me tips on how I could make this story better :3 anywayssss this the first chapter of fluttering petals :) so please enjoy this kinda short chapter! With that being said bye guyssssss :D