Being with him was the best I experienced in my life
walking down the streets while our hand is intertwined
Pretending that He's a gay just to make me burst in laughter In my red days
I love him in many ways
He's no cool guy
nor a gangster
and not a very handsome guy
but everything change.
like what they said things do change and nothing is permanent
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"Blue I love you" saad ko sa kanya while hugging him
"Kilan kauuwi?" tanong niya agad sakin
"Wala bang I love you too?" sabay pout ko sa kanya
"It's getting late . I better take you home" saad nya at kumalas sa pag kakayakap ko
"Is there a problem?"
"Blue"
"Baby?" tanong ko sa kanya at lumapit
Bumuntong hininga sya at humarap sakin.
" Blue may problema ba tayo?" tanong kung muli sa kanya
" Totoo ba?" nanindig ang balahibo ko dahil sa tanong nya
"Ang a-alin ba?" sagot ko
"Totoo ba?!" sabi nya sa mataas na boses
"Hindi ko alam."
katahimikan ang namagitan samin
"Alam ko na lahat. just tell me the truth" sigaw nya sakin
"I'm sorry. I tried my best to love you promise ginawa ko lahat." sagot ko sa kanya at di mapigilang umiyak sa harapan niya
"Anung sinasabi mo?" takang tanong nya
"You said you want the truth." sagot ko sa kanya
"I was pranking you. I can't be mad at you" sagot niya
"I was pretending. I'm just asuring that you're not hiding something. but What did you just say?" tanong nya sa mahinang boses
napatungo na lamang ako
"B-blue let me explain." sagot ko di sya sumagot
Silence means yes.
"Blue I tried But I still can't" takang taka sya
"What do you mean?!" tanong niya
"Mahal kita, pero mas mahal ko sya
Im sorry Blue I can't love you" sagot ko at tuluyang nagbagsakan ang luha ko
And in just a snap
I saw a man lying down
and bathing with blood
Isang malakas na ihip ng hangin ang dumako sa pwesto ko
ramdam ko ang init nito na para bang niyayakap ako nito
"I was right all along... I know that's It would never be me cause IT'S HIM". A whisper from air and It disappeared
