ah but blissfully unaware whilst i fight to make you aware.
but awareness is something you avoided. because then it's real.
blaming you? no. blaming her? no.
i'm her. in every sense of the word.
fighting to make things apparent. i don't fight for long. actions proving uneffective, so give up. give up. give up.
i wish they wouldn't. i wish i'd think my own thoughts. i wish they weren't there. i wish i couldn't hear them. i wish they wanted good things for me. does anyone want good things for me? good. apparently good is overrated. hard to find much good and when you do, do you trust it?
do you?
