My life is full of disappointments. I am disappointment.
Should I pray to have an uncurable disease to end my life or not to.
I lay here on my bed with my blanket on, my earphones on, and my phone on.
I tried stopping from breathing but it just made me fool. I cant breath easily. Haha. Life is complications.
I feel like dying but I cannot even imagine myself lying, lifeless. Would you?
Have you ever encounter this? This kind of feeling? Because I do. Every single moment.
I am upset. Really upset. Know why? I got failed. I know I can still make it but im still upset.
My grades are in complication. My friends are complicated. My family is under complicity.