𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐁𝐮𝐛𝐮

𝑼𝒏𝒊𝒒𝒖𝒆

Dear bubu,

First I wanted to apologize because I wanted to write a letter but I didn't have too much time so I'm doing it here👉🏻👈🏻

And basically I wanted to answer your letter, if I'm brave enough you'll be reading this with meㅋㅋ

FUTURE ME PLEASE.

Now yes we can start~

As you said, we've been through really hard times this year :( probably similar to past years but with the difference we have each other now🥺

And maybe it's not too much because you deserve more honey, you really deserve more.

So every day I try my best to send you all the love and support I have. I know sometimes I say I wish people next to you could support you more and celebrate with you every little thing you achieve because after all they're also part of your life BUT there's where I appear, I might don't help you in the way they do but I do it in other way which is giving you a lot of love and writing you things i know they never do.

And it sounds like I only do it for that, but that's wrong. I do it because you deserve it, because studying or just working in something without having at least a little bit of support is not the same as when you know there's someone who you can share crazy stories with.

So yes, I might don't do a lot but I can say this is the first time I do it and of course it's not perfect.

You know I'm the biggest 바보 everㅋㅋㅋ sometimes I don't know what to do or what to say but it's just because I've never done something similar.

Look at me, I used to write stories in this spy app and now I'm writing a chapter for you~

I promise I'll write a letter soon~

And how can I don't say thanks to you bubu If you literally saved me from everything bad of this world.

When everything was dark and empty, you appeared to show me those were just a part of this short life we have. With you I learnt that I was wrong all this time and that all depends on the people you are with.

Because before I met you, I  thought I had to get used to people's way to be and hide the real me (I still hiding it for them tho).

But also as you said, it feels so good to have someone to talk about crazy things, to laugh about bad or dark jokes, and just to feel finally loved.

Being loved for the way we are and not pretending being someone else we know we aren't.

And these things for normal people might be ridiculous or 바보 but they don't know how hard they are for us that we've never felt this much happier before.

So here I want to say I'm a 바보 againㅋㅋㅋ I'm a 바보 because I know how much I miss you and I know how much I want to hug you all day and hold your hands but it's justㅋㅋ I can't explain it but you might understand it.