"Failed Idyll's Apothegm"
I smiled for you so long,
Sometimes it's facile to wear.
I loved you for so long,
Sometimes it's cruel to bear.
Recurrently as heart stings,
Clandestinely loved you so.
Then perceived heartstrings,
Why did you abruptly go?
As my soul scream vetoes,
As if it's my psyche's foe.
A dirge reminded me echoes:
"Part of loving you is letting go".
Anon self urged into accordance,
After the yearslong of abeyance.
Realized that I long for the grasp of you,
Not the non- fictional you.
