Abegail Manalastas' POV
"I didn't think he would be that shallow to reason out na kaya niya ako hiniwalayan dahil hindi ko siya pinayagang kantutin ako?!" I said, I'm drunk, I know, I just know I'm drunk if I do not feel any inhibitions inhibiting me to vent. Andito kami sa condo ni Ryzza.
"That's enough, you've drunk enough, now, sober yourselves, we'll watch a movie, instead." Khylle said
Good thing they did not take my stupid self seriously and they are still there to help despite of me being a bitch to them. True friends indeed.
"True, we have been warning you ever since Abe, kaya ikaw yung pinaka matagal na naging syota ni Alec dahil hindi pa niya nakukuha yung pagkabirhen mo!" Felicia said, shes right. I kinda like her outgoing personality and the fact that she hides no filter within her.
"Tell me nga, what part kayo umaabot ni Alec if nagmamake out kayo?!" Rheya said, and she seemed very determine in knowing.
"Okay, I admit, we kiss, I mean torrid kiss, he sometimes would kiss my neck" I said, again, I did not have any filter because I was dizzy.
"What?! Mygash Abe!! Hindi ka na virgin?!" Rheya said, and we all laughed.
"Gaga! Hindi pa nga niya napasok yung ano niya, coz as soon as he'll touch my private parts, I'd protest immediately." I told them the truth, the moment maging touchy na si Alec, isto-stop ko siya agad agad, I just feel very uncomfortable and it's because of my strong principle that I probably have tattooed in my mind.
"I mean yes, Alec is super gwapo, but he's an asshole, like he actually defined the definition of someone being an asshole. I just can't help but laugh sa babaw ng rason niya para hiwalayan ka, like damn, can you keep your libido to yourself?!" Felicia ranted.
And that's how it all started, kung paano naging fucked up yung buhay ko, hindi mo nalang talaga mapigilan at makaka mura ka nalang ng wala sa oras. I wish Alec well, I truly do. I wouldn't beg for him to comeback, he's just too much, like, I cannot stand him and I'm still perplexed from his reasons.
"Oh! Siya! Sige na, matulog na tayo, huwag nalang tayo manood ng movie, hindi ko na na feel at tiyaka, we'll be going to the university at exactly 10 AM for our clearance." Ryzza said, we then slept.
I woke up earlier than I thought, I brewed my coffee and spent my 1 hour waiting for the sun to rise, I reflected the things I did, the attitude in which I think was fine but was changed because he did not like it. Wow, I now realized how fucked up I was. It even scares me now. I actually have realized that it's better for me to be freed from his clutches but why am I still hurt? Maybe because that's normal after every break-up? Imagining the time you have spent and wished you did not spend and regretting every second of it? It hurts coz you just wasted your time accompanying and loving a shallow person. Can't believe I changed myself because of him. It's all good though, he made me tough, he made me strong.
We are now preparing ourselves because we'll be heading towards the university.
"I will surely miss this school, spent a lot of bullshits in here, and I couldnt believe I would think such things like missing being in here, wow!" Rheya emotionally said, she's such a drama queen, I can't with her.
"Haler! At least you would have to say goodbye sa teacher natin sa stats na binigyan ka ng bagsak na marka" Felicia said whilst laughing.
"Tse! My gash I was having an emotional moment over here and you just ruined it for bringing up that good-for-nothing teacher!!" Rheya replied.
"Oh shit, it's Alec and the avon girl!" Ryzza said.
"I cannot with the Avon girl" Felicia mumbled.
"Hayaan mo na sila, let's just go sa ating department" I said while smiling, it hurts me seeing them, but it's manageable.
"Wow? Hindi mo lang ba susugudin?!" Rheya said.
"Para ano pa? We both decided to break-up even though it was him being a cheater, I wouldn't want to look pathetic, he already decided to break-up, and he would never have his chance if he feels sorry, I would never consider cheating as an excuse. Never." I said lifelessly, I get tired, to be frankly honest.
"No! At least you humiliate them and tell to everyone that Alec is a fucking cheater, defame him!!" Felicia said.
"Wow? Do you seriously think I would stoop that low, I believe in the power of karma." I said
"Shut up na nga, let's go na, hindi siya yung pinunta natin dito." I said and I led the way, coz if I would stay, they would continue interrogating me.
Nakapila na kami sa registrar's office, we would be surrendering our ID. That is when I realized that I was just wearing my sling and my ID must have been fell from the ground. Oh shit. Kaya pala ang gaan gaan nalang sa leeg. So, I ran back and made them stay nalang para hindi kami masingitan
"Your ID fell, ang tanga mo pa din." A familiar hoarse voice of Alec entered my eardrums.
"Oh yes, thank you so much!! I'll go ahead. Thank you again" I thanked him and smiled at him. Milagro hindi niya kasama si Avon girl.
"Wait! Abe! About the other day, I'm really sorry. I hurt your feelings, next time don't get too attached ha? You were like my fling lang naman, lol." He said, as if I was just his past time.
"Oh no worries, I did not get too attached, I was just shocked that you actually considered dating cheap girls who wears avon, class A panties. Coz I thought you were this someone who likes alta women, like, women that are being fed with a golden spoon. But in all fairness, she's beautiful." I said while still smiling.
"You seriously think I would get offended by that? At least, she could give me my needs, unlike you." He said with a smirk.
"Oh no, don't get too ahead of yourself. Do you seriously think I enjoyed being your girlfriend when in fact, we just made a bet with my friends na they would give me something if I can make you my boyfriend. So don't be too arrogant coz I did not even like the way you kiss, it felt gross and violating, lol." I said, that was a lie, I can't afford losing an argument with him and I noticed his sudden change of aura.
I left him and I saw his jaw clenched as he should.
"You're just a pig inside a human body!"
-Swine by Lady Gaga
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