I'm so tired of feeling like this
Why am I hurting as the days get colder? Why do I have to go through this unbearable pain. Why can't I just be happy for once like everyone else. As days pass the more pain I feel. As the hour goes by I slowly lose the image of myself I sought to be. When does the pain stop? Do I deserve this? Why does this pain feel so similar? Heartbreak, Losing a precious soul, or depression?Which could it be? No one notices the pain others go through. Smiling hides all the pain. Imagine smiling to hide the pain one feels. As the void consumes them whole. Will someone save them or will no one notice the boy smiling through it all. Something doesn't feel right. How does one get rid of the pain. As they scream for help no one notices. Voices vanish with the wind as if they were never there
No one knows where they went or where they go.
Realizing the pain they once felt.
Was it heartbreak, Losing someone, or depression?
Does one have the answer to the pain must feel throughout their life
No one? Not even one? Yet others still can't tell the pain ones felt through the years. Now does one have the answer that could stop the pain? Anyone at all? Still a no? Nor does anyone care about the others going through the same pain Hmm? Have you ever checked up on someone?How many could you have helped? How many could you not save? I was clueless, naive, an idiot. Now I ask again who have you checked up on?
Who could you have saved?
Is this feeling regret? It could be. Who knows? Does one grieve for the ones they couldn't save.
Tell me
TELL ME
What do I do? I bet you don't have the answer? I don't either. As the year passes I still miss you. The one I couldn't save. I'm sorry. Do I grieve or feel pain from not being able to help you? It's almost been a year my friend. I still miss you. Why did you leave me? Why didn't you say something? Why didn't you come to me? I lost something precious I can't remove from my life? ? Why? Why didn't you say something? I don't get it. Why leave me alone in this world? Is this regret? Is this heartbreak? Is this the void consuming me? I miss you Kayla! Why did you leave me? I never thought you would go out like this? I could've saved you? I could've helped you through the pain? I never wanna lose someone like this again. If I just noticed the signs. Even an idiot would have noticed. Giving up as the days go on every hour, every second, I think about you and what I did to you. I'm sorry! I still remember the day I would last talk to you. The day that ruined it all for me. The day I lost all emotions.
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The Last Leaf Drops One Fall Morning.
PoetryThe Last Leaf Drops One Fall Morning is about losing someone you once loved and feeling the unbearable pain of letting them die. Have you ever thought it was your fault someone died? Could you have saved a life but you couldn't? Then this story is f...
