Multi-Fandom Anime Oneshots [DISCONTINUED]

Deeply. (Illumi x Reader)

Illumi had been gone out on a mission for 3 weeks. I miss him so much, the pain was almost unbearable.
Unable to sleep, much less eat- or even get out of bed, I laid worriedly everyday. Showers were rare, and grooming even more so. I worried for my love. When he was gone like this, it made my mind trace.

Yes, he is strong. The strongest, most skilled man I know. Yet there's always concern in the back of my head. What if he were hurt? Or worse. Possibly much, much worse. That thought ran through my mind scarcely, causing my head to dell further into my pillow.
I was using his pillow, to be fair. It still smelled of his musky scent, the one that relaxed me, and cradled me.

His words traced through my head.
"In three weeks time, I will return. Do not worry for me, my love."
Of course I didn't listen.

I only had worry. Was he okay? Eating? Taking care of himself? These things nearly made me sweat. I had no clue whether he'd actually be back within the time frame he gave, either.
Our apartment was the same condition he left it in. Clean, pristine. I hadn't gotten out of bed other than the occasional snack. I hadn't even looked in the mirror.

Sulking into my thoughts, I sighed, turning over once more.
Then, as if on cue, I heard someone fumbling with our front door lock. Unaware and not thinking of who this could be, I tensed as the door swung open. Was this it? Perhaps I'm dramatic.

"(Y/n)?" The familiar voice of my partner sang out to me, his feet loudly patting on the marble floor. I sighed in relief hearing the steps grow closer.
"(Y/n) are you-" As he turned on the light and saw my lump in the bed, I could nearly feel his innocent smirk paste across that beautiful pale face. "There you are, love."
He began to pull back the covers when he saw me. Hair tangled, dried tears, and cracked skin amongst other things I hadn't thought about. This wasn't me. I never looked bad in front of him, or even let down my walls.

His eyes, as big as they are, grew a little bigger. "Dear," He sat down next to me, holding my hands. "Are you okay? Why do you appear this way? Did someone hurt you?" He worriedly spilled questions, the flow only ending when I smiled at him. He cocked an eyebrow of course.
My arms wrapped tight around him, snuggling warmly against his chest.
He did the same, holding me desperately, needing my touch just as much as I needed his.

"I missed you.." My raspy voice shot out, causing his head to turn down to me, still tight in his warm embrace.
He smelled just as before. My entire being relaxed while inhaling the familiar, yet comforting smell.
"Your hair is matted, and you've lost a concerning amount of weight. How long have you been in bed for?" He sang, crying out into your ears with concern.

"-3 weeks."

He shot, looking straight at me now.
He then sat me down onto the bed, and stood up. His figure was tall, but just as welcoming as always.
Illumi traveled smoothly, disappearing into our bathroom, then coming out with a brush. Sweetly, and just as soft, he crawled behind me. I sat shyly between his large legs.
He began to brush my hair out, nicely. Gentle. With each knot he hummed a tune, pulling me closely to him once done.

I grinned widely, being pulled back into his chiseled chest and muscley arms. This was my comfort zone.
I turned around, then, letting my legs dip over his own and sitting in his lap, straddling him now.
"You're so..light.." Breathlessly he spoke, tucking my hair behind my ears. I sighed and kissed his forehead. "I'm sorry."

He then tilted my head up, eyes meeting with his own wide ones.
Pulling me closely, we kissed, so deep and lovingly. His hands twined through my back and down my thighs, desperately touching what he had missed for so long. We sat like this for a long time.

Finally, breaking the heated moment, I nuzzled into his own long black hair.
He held me a little tighter, "I promise, no more 3 week missions."
I nodded, snuggled to his neck. Kissing the area, his breath hitched.
Noticing the change in action, I played with the soft spot, kissing it softly and scraping my teeth around it.

His whole body tensed and relaxed, letting himself fall into my arms. Perhaps I'd pamper him this time.

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