"You & I - The beginning of Something New"

What Are You Waiting For?

"So he came?" "Yeah" i bow my head and hold my for head "I have no idea what im going to do Jess, i cant let him get hurt, Jesy, i need to stop this, it cant happen" i get up an run out of the dressign room "PERRIE!" she shouts running behind me, i bump into crew members but i keep running. I get outside and ask the driver to take me "But what about the other girls?" "You can come back, i need to go NOW!" "Okay, get in" we drive as i give him directions, we finally get there and i start to calm down, i knock on the door and wait, it opens "Perrie, dear how are you?" she embraces me in a warm hug "Im fine, thank you, what about you Trisha?" "Oh, just great! What are you doing here, and at this hour....and with that wardrobe?" she scans me, i didnt even change "Oh, i just came from a concert, thought id pass by!" "Well, would you like to stay for dinner?" "Sure!" i walk into the familiar house and follow her into the kitchen "Perrie, how are you?" "Umm, great?" she just asked me that a few seconds ago, she gives me the look, yes, the mom look, and then i knew what she meant "Oh, im okay i guess" "I Know you, how are you really" i cant deny her anything, gosh why do everybody's mom always know everything "I dont know, im so confused, i dont really know what to feel" "Perrie, he told me you are going out with a guy?" "Yeah, i guess you could call it that" "Why so fast?" "What do you mean?" "I know you are not over him Perrie, i see it in your eyes, and its hurting him really bad too" "I know, i know, but he kept something super big from me, he cant just act like it was nothing, i dont know if i i can get over it" i say fighting the tears "Have you forgiven  him?" she takes both my hands in hers "I cant let it go just like that" "Have you forgiven him?" "Trisha...i- i, maybe, no, ugh i dont know" she cups my cheek with her hand and looks at me with her loving eyes "Perrie, if you want to be happy again you have to forgive him and let it go" "I cant be with him" "I never said that, if you swallow your pride and forgive, it will change your life" "But i cant, i cant, Trisha....he's my everything, i cant just let him slip away" "Perrie, you are making him slip away, he is completely and and absolutely sorry, he regrets sot telling you" "But how do you know that?" i say with tears in my eyes "He is my son, and well, he also told me, Perrie, dont let your pride get in the way of your happiness" i hug her, "Thank you"i whisper, she rubs my back, the door slides open, we pull apart and i see Yaser "Perrie, long time no see! How are you?" i quickly wipe my tears and smile, i get up and hug him "Ive been better" "Are you Staying for dinner? i hope you are!" "Yes, i will, i mean, Trisha makes the best food in England!" "Oh stop it you!" "Its true" he says "Actually, i was wonderin' if i could talk to you?" they give me puzzled look "Sure, what about?" "Oh, i- um, its about my dad,  he wanted me to ask you something....you have met before right?" i knew that would get his attention, Trisha turns to the stove and i give him a look, he nods understanding "Oh sure! Oh i also have something i want to show you, its in the other house" "Oh okay" "Dont take too long" "We wont" we rush out to the back house, i start to fidget with my fingers "Okay, whats going on" "So, i know he told you about my father" i cross my arms and roll my eyes "Yes, he did" "So, the only way you caught him was because i told Cyrus" "What? I mean, Cyrus told me but what do you have to do with that?" "I called him from the plane" "Wait, you where on that Jet?" "Yes, my father wanted me to disappear from the face of the earth, so i called Cyrus so he could trace the phone" he smiles and chuckles " have to give it to you Perrie, you are a smart girl" "Thanks....now i have something very important to tell you" "What is it" "My father- he-" i let out air from my lungs "He's Trying to kill Zayn." "I know" "What? how can you say it so calmly?" "Zayn told me the same thing" "no, you dont understand, he talked to me today, he said he wont make it to the end of his tour, Yaser he is serious this time, i know i might die from telling you this, but i cant put his and your lives on the line....if you dont believe it here" i take out my phone and show him the recorded conversation, just the part where he talks about Zayn, cuz what he told me was awkward, he listens, and huffs "Perrie, im very sorry but i have to do something about it" "I know, thats what i came here to tell you, Yaser...i need you to destroy my father."e