TOWARDS YOU.....

You.....

A/N: Its just a fanfiction so chill.....

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Entertainment industry is really not something you might want to get into if you really have no idea what to do. Its just not everybody's cup of tea .It might be your passion, it might be a way to feed you and your family or anything. Whatever it is, you might be strong willed coz with that luxury and fame, comes many other things that you might never wish for, NEVER.

Mew knew it all, a little too well he might say. He knew things are never gonna be easy here , it never was. But he strived, hard enough to get him where he is now. He was a little satisfied before, but now that he have met that someone, its not enough for him, for him to keep that someone safe, someone he cant help but think all day all night. Someone he always look reasons to be with, to touch, to hug, or sometimes to just look at.

Gulf....that's a name that has became so frequent for his ears and lips for quite sometime .Now what if that name suddenly stops , what if Mew cant hear or say that name more frequently or even worst never again .The answers to his "what ifs" is something Mew don't want to know. Not now.

Mew have no idea, when it started, his...feelings, may be in between those script reading, workshopes, videocalls, hugs and yes.. kisses even though it was his character but...ahhhhh how unprofessional. But he cant help it. Who can anyway...he have never seen such pure soul with that innocence, such a beauty with that manliness.

He is 8 years younger, his nong, not a child but young enough to not know how things work here and have just started to firm his foot in this glamour world. Mew wont do anything to sabotage Gulf's career, contrary to it , he would like to protect him from anything, even though he might just hurt himself but he'll protect his nong from the world, from this industry from....him.

Now that the series have aired, they are now doing promotions, shows, fanmeet being all clingy and all to please their fans and giving way for their imagination to go wild, but is that all....nah Mew don't think so .if he can he will glue himself to gulf for all he care and that too with a permanent one. How weird are his thoughts and they are becoming crazy day by day as the end of all this arrangements are just around the corner and he might or not will meet his nong again that often, even if they did, can he still be clingy like he is now, can he still claim him as his or visit him like usual or even facetime. He can right...? . He can ofcourse, gulf wont mind right? its not weird absolutely not...aish who is he kidding,it'll be weird, really weird or not?.

...Sighs

"P'Mew..., P'Mew..."

Mew woke from his trance when he heard that sweet voice calling him..his name.His eyes met with the eyes he dream of evey now and then.Eyes that are now looking at him with concern.He stared and stared at those honey brown orbs trying to find some answers to the questions he cant find courage to ask the person, sitting beside him.

"P'Mew, are you okay? you're sighing a lot today"Gulf asked with concern laced in his voice .

"uh..uh Yes nong, p' is fine ..just tired"Mew answered trying not to spill something weird from his mouth.

"Aow..should we end this already ?" Gulf asked raising his hand towards mews lip.

Mew just stared at those fingers when they reached his lips"You had some dust there P" Gulf smiled, His lips making a perfect curve. Mew now stared at those lips ,that are near his face.

"Aaahhhhh, AAwwwww." Loud screams filled the hall full of audiences.

"ooo we all know you are too close, no need for so much PDA" Mild made a throwing up face,.

Mew looked around, he was so drowned in his dilemma he actually forgot he was in a live show with the entire TTTS crew .He looked beside him. Gulf was looking at the audience with all smiles and a little red ears..was he blushing? so cutee... .

Gulf turned to mew and smiled at him which made the older to smile too .ahhh...That smile is too contangious for his sanity.

There are times when Mew thinks if he can read minds, the only person he would like to try his powers on, will be his nong, Gulf ,to know if the younger also harbor some thoughts about him just like Mew does. Even if a little...., a little is fine, he can live witrh that......sighs... no he cant .He want more, to have Gulf in every possible way. But protecting Gulf comes before everything, even before him.

"So N'Mew what was your favourite part in TTTS shooting?" MC asked Mew.

Gulf nudged Mew to answer as he was distracted.

"Sorry khrub...P' is a little tired"Gulf replied as Mew seemed out of it.

"Sorry Sorry khrub can you repeat again" Mew asked awkwardly.

"Its okay nong we understand, so what was your favourite part in the entire process of TTTS shooting"

"Ahm" Mew thought for a while and suddenly hugged Gulf by his waist and placed his head on his nong's shoulder "ofcourse kissing my nong khurb" Mew answered staring into the eyes of the man he wish to have for only him.

"AAAAAAHHHH!...." again the hall was full of loud screams of fans .

Even though the screams were loud Mew still starred at the face that was blushing hard with a smile and downcasted eyes.This were the moments that sometimes made him feel that he was not just delusional that Gulf was actually having same thoughts as him.

Being uncertain about future was one of his fear moreover if its related to Gulf. But for now he is going to cherish this moments and many more moments that is to come. Call him an opportunist but he is going to take every possible advantage of such times to be with his nong . He will make sure to be with Gulf as long as possible.

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A/N : Miserable to sneaky Mew? I don't know why but MewGulf comes natural to me