your suposes to love me

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It's been a long day, you had worked for most of the day then came home at 3, when you walked into your apartment you were shocked to see it was empty, no Dom inside, walking upstairs you changed out of your morning clothes and into something convertible, which only consisted of Dom's shirt and a pair of panties, opting to just stay in bed you plopped down and began scrolling through your phone.

A couple hours later you woke to the sound of the front door slamming, thinking Dom just fell into the door or something you dozed off again only to be harshly ripped to the end of the bed, squeaking you peered up seeing an angry Dominic, trying to sit up on the bed you were pushed back down painfully, “Dom that…” you were silenced when he grabbed your throat not enough to hurt but enough to scare you quite, he tilted your head sucking on your neck harshly it wasn't enjoyable you were scared, Dom could seriously hurt you but you didn't want to move in fear of making him madder than he is.

He had removed his shirt from your body with much protest from you but he hadn't listened, this wasn't the man you fell in love with, gripping your chest tightly you screamed in pain but quickly silenced yourself, he flipped you on your stomach and remove your lace, “No, no doom please” you begged, but it wasn't loud enough, he slammed into you without prep or warning or consent (CONSENT IS IMPORTANT) you weren't turned on or wet you were scared and in a lot of pain, Dom was rapping you. (im not crying you are)

Dom had came a total of 2 times, all the while you were crying into the mattress and gripping it tight from the amount of pain you were in, he finally pulled out, you heard him put his pants on and leave the apartment, he left, you tried to stand up but fell to the floor, yelling in pain, limping to the bathroom you felt a mix of doom and blood run down your leg, you cleaned up and went to wash your hands when you noticed a light hand print around your neck.

One week late

You had been trying to stay away from Dom he scares you now, and nigh your face away from him, you don't like changing infront of him, you only speak when spoken to, you flinch everytime he touches you, you felt captive in your own home, your actions didn't go unnoticed by do so one night while you were watching TV when Dom came and sat next to you but giving you space,  "what's wrong with you lately” he questioned you, you shook your head not wanting to answer him, “can you give me words, fell like i havnt heard your voice in so long” “im fine dom” you fakely smiled at him “he grabbed the remot and turned off the tv “what the fuck is going on?!” you flinched at his voice, “nothing is wrong, don't yell at me." You cowarded,"then answer me," you're starting to piss me off!” that's it you snapped “IM SORRY THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE NEAR YOU, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU GOT RAPED BY THE PERSON YOU ARE INLOVE WITH, HOW YOU FEEL IF THEY WENT IN WITH NO PREP AND IT FELT LIKE 8 THOUSAND KNIFES ARE RIPPING THREW YOUR BODY, HOW WOULD OU FEEL IF YOU HAD TO COVER YOU NECK IN MAKEUP THE PAST WEEK BECAUSE OUR TRYING TO HIDE THE BRUISE HE LEFT, HOW DOMINIC WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU WERE TERRIFIED TO SLEEP NEXT TO THEM FOR A WEEK, IT SUCKS, ALL I WANT TO DO IS BE HELD BUT I CANT BECAUSE WHAT YOU DID IS ON REPEAT IN MY HEAD, THE PAIN, THE CRYING, THE BLOOD, YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO LOVE ME, TO PROTECT ME, BUT INSTEAD YOU ABUSED ME AND HURT ME” you sobbed and screamed “y/n i-i…” “you what” you asked angry dom fell to his knees crying “im so sorry, i-i-i y/… i dont know what to say or do” “you get off your knees and ou hold me and show me you fucking love me.”  he got up and walked over to you hugging you tightly whispering sweet nothings into your hair as you cried, a few minutes later he picked you up carrying you to your guest's room, softly laying you on the bed he took off your short and shirt putting you in his long black and red sweater (can you imagine like omg) staring down at you and you up at him, you see sorrow and love in his eyes “does it still hurt?” he questions “a little bit” he looks at you and smirks, may I?" he asks getting on his knees in front of you, you nod smirking.

A/N ~ hope you enjoyed i liked writing this, i feel like this could lead to a part 2, lmk if you want a part to, love you guys

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