Operation Revenge

Chapter Twenty-Six: Friends

It's been six months since Tadley and I got married, and a lot has happened in those six months. One of those things being Cindy and Nikki's trial, a trial that i had to testify against them in. It was really hard to face them, and then have to relive the details for people i didn't know, it was even more difficult to see the evidence pictures, and hear them talking about the loss of my child because of what they did.

Luckily i had Tadley, my family and friends there supporting me and helping me through the whole thing. They ended up receiving fifteen years in prison, it was a little disappointing, and i was pissed as hell that they were getting a shorter sentence than they deserved. They killed an innocent baby, all because they couldn't let go of their exes.

My child suffered because of their jealousy and possessiveness. I was beyond pissed off, and i was for a while, but then i was just glad that they were behind bars. Fifteen years is better than them getting off easy and not being punished for what they did at all.

The trial wasn't the only thing that happened....a month into the marriage i suffered another miscarriage. It just tore a hole deeper into my heart. I was disgusted with myself, i couldn't even carry a baby for my husband without losing it. I felt like it was my fault, like i was doing something wrong, and seeing how excited Tadley was and then how devastated he was when i lost it broke my heart. He never once made me feel like it was my fault, and he never blamed me, but i blamed myself.

I didn't understand what i was doing wrong, why i couldn't carry a baby to term...was it the universe telling me i wouldn't make a good mom? Tadley just kept reassuring me that we could keep trying but i was getting discouraged, i didn't want to keep going through the heartbreak of losing my babies.

Despite all of that, marriage life has been amazing. Things between Tadley and i have gotten better, and we're closer than ever. I don't know how i would have gotten through everything i have without him by my side. I probably would have lost my mind!

I haven't been feeling well lately, and i took a pregnancy test because some of the symptoms i was having was pointing to i might be pregnant. The pregnancy test confirmed my worries when it came out positive, but i wanted to get it confirmed by the doctor before i think too closely about it. It might be a false positive or something.

Tadley is at work, so he won't question anything. I quickly got dressed in a loose over sized off the shoulder t-shirt, black leggings, and white converse. I fishtail braided my hair over my shoulder and didn't even bother with make up. Once i was dressed i grabbed my things and went to the doctor's office and got signed in, then waited nervously in the waiting room. I'm at the OBGYN i had when i was pregnant the second time, because she was really sweet and i liked her.

I was waiting for a good twenty minutes before the nurse finally called me back, she took my weight and vitals and then lead me to the room i would be in to wait for Dr. Michaels. I wasn't waiting long when there was a light knock on the door and Dr. Michaels came in with a warm smile on her face.

"Hello, Mrs. Matthews. How are you today?" She asked kindly, taking a seat on the stool at the computer.

"I'm alright, i took a pregnancy test because i haven't been feeling well and it came out positive. I just wanted to get it confirmed." I answered.

"Sure. I need you to give me a urine sample in this cup, you know where the bathroom is." She handed me the little cup, i took it from her and went to the bathroom and peed in the cup, then washed my hands. I took the cup back into the room and handed it to Dr. Michaels as i climbed back up on the examining bed. I watched as she dipped a piece of paper in the urine. It immediately changed color.